i wish dat i could be selfish.... ( 10 April 2008 | 2.04 AM)

im reli tired wit tis...

she expect and wan more and more from u...

and i juz can keep quiet...

even though i wan...

but i juz can stand aside and request nth...

y do i hav to act like ur affair??

hav to hide here and there??

when both having voice conversation,

i hav to go away...

and tell u dat im sleepy,wanna sleep,

and in fact i am not??

i hav so many excuse for everytime...

i dun wan to c it...

and i dun wish to c it too...

i dun wish to c dat when u dump me...

i hate it so much...

i dun mind getting delay response..

reli...

but i hate da words...

dat u use to entertain me....

im confusing...

i duno wat d hell dat i wan...

yea...im glad+happy+lucky dat i get ur luv...

and my name is in ur msn nick...

im super happy when saw dat...

happy to c it when u care for me,miss and luv me like tis...

but...

i will tink dat im unlucky??

since i cant get to c or hear u,

even how much i wan...

but she could...

alto she cant own ur luv??

wat is tis??

lol?!am i expecting too much??

or gone insane adi??

i duno...

i duno wat to describe me...

is like...

sometimes tis sometimes dat...

even myself oso cant figure out is tis a gud news or bad one....