outing! outing! merry belated x'mas?? XD + sifu...haiz...anyeong~

weeeeeeeee~~~
last night went to Pyramid together with my bro...
and his ex-classmates....
actually, is none of my business because is their gathering > <
however, my Sifu is there XD
and i felt like watching movie too...
so.... i beg my bro to bring me along XD

first round, sushi king...
our dinner ....
while the others came really late > <
and what i know next when they reach is...
ZhengYi is really hyper last night -___-|||
he really looks like he drinks a lot too > <
his face flush red...
not much different from my Sifu...
the only difference, my Sifu is not that hyper last night > <

after that then go to cinema, of course...
watched "Bodyguard & Assassins " ...
and my Sifu's reaction is really LOL whenever there is "bloody" scenes > <
the movie talks about rebellion...
no....
is revolution of China...
not bad...
and is quite funny too... XD
that hyper guy sit besides me and kept laughing like mad -___-||
oh gosh > <
the movie finish at about 11.50pm ...
real late ...

and third round at Barjana (Mamak)...
celebration for those who born on December starts....
again...the hyper boy...
im just so lazy to state out everything that he does...
but he's really funny lar > <
it's been quite awhile since i last see him...
and he changed a lot...

after that then my bro fetch them go home lu...
at that time is already 2am+++
wahhh real late...
guess last night is my second time that so late but im still on the street...

dont feel like letting my sifu go T____________T
kept tugging her sleeve and nuzzle her arm until she got annoyed XD
since i got nothing much to talk with her...
so...
this is my way on showing my miss towards my Sifu T____T

when we reach home...
is about 3am++++ already > <



didnt celebrate x'mas with anyone else...
and perhaps, last night is to replace the emptiness of mine...


sometimes...
i really couldnt understand whats on my sifu's mind...
ermmm...
maybe i should say,
most of the time...
examples...
she would treat me coldly for sometimes...
especially when we meet...
but then she will text me or call me up when she's in Singapore...
how weird > <
or...
put it this way...
when i didnt bother her, she would want to talk with me...
and when i wanted to talk with her so much, she wouldnt bother me...
or like this....
when she is a Malaysian, she never bother me...
when she is a Singaporean, she would care for me...
omonaaa~~~
what's with this girl??
难以捉摸...

perhaps...
is just like what my dad said...
she has intention.........
to approach me...
though i didnt want to believe my dad's words...
but i knew that what he told me is always the truth...
the fact that we wouldnt want to face it...
yea...but still...i believe in my sifu...
no matter what...
hmmm...
maybe i should say...
no matter she teach me sincerely,
or she has intentions...
no matter how and what...
i'll still see her as my sifu...
and respect her...
because she is my mentor...
but really...i rather to believe in my sifu's sincerity...
yea...she is as kind as i imagine she is....
even she denied it....

but...
how...
what if one day she come and tell me that...
she is treat me this good is all because of....
yea...intention...
omo~~
how should i react???
by now...
i can only know that i will be really disappointed if she is like that ><
ok! no more this kind of thoughts if i really believe in her...

i didnt sleep well last night...
kept awaking from my slumber T_____T
i wondering why too...
i guess is because im worry of my sifu...
so worry that i couldnt do anything to help her...
not even a simple comfort that i can do....
because im not given any "permission" to...
YAH!!!! for those who start to have weird thoughts on me...
stop that!!! im not like this and i will never ok???
i mean...will never...........yea.... you know....
is because she is sick...already...
yea....sickness....
serious....real serious one...
that im chanting for her everyday...
i can do nothing besides chanting...

but then im kinda happy when i woke up this morning...
guess why?? > <
i have this...dream....
what kind of dream??
is embarrassing > <
if you are interested, or curious? come and ask me in person...
and i will tell you secretly > <

wuri cute SungMin - 090626 Gee performance gifs

awwww...
i really couldnt stand with his cuteness...
though his knee is injured...
but he still can be so freaking adorable > <
that i couldnt help but squeal > <
guess that he is the cutest grown man ever in the universe XD
thats why i made these gifs...

(if the gifs is not working, come back in someday...
because imageshack is not working for sometimes
if problems still persist, leave me your email address and i'll mail it to you)







ANY REEDIT IS PROHIBITED!!!
GIFs ABOVE OWN BY ME!!!

once again, be proud of my new babe(graphic card)... also, Window 7 + Minnie's pics = perfect

i left out something in the previous post...
so, these pictures are "add-ons" > <
and so...
the second proudest thing that i own :
1GB ATI Radeon graphic cards (HD 4670)
ok, i know this is quite old already,
i mean the series, 4670...
but, who cares???!!
is 1 GB!!!
and im only using that idiot 256mb Geforce with the old PC > <

and actually im not buying this at first,
i mean it is not comes with the package,
the one in the package was Geforce,
and you know what,
i hate Geforce a lot > <
because im using a 128mb ATI before changing it to Geforce,
and i think the graphic and colours of ATI are so fine,
even though is only 128mb,
but i think is even better than that stupid 256mb Geforce > <
and so...
i requested to change...
but unluckily,
the technician said that 512MB of ATI (4650) is out of stock,
and he recommended us this ....
and wow~~!!!
i then own this 1GB one by accident XD



even the LCD,
i also own it by accident...
actually i wanted to buy the 18.5",
but before going to the shop,
my dad said that 18.5" is really small...
so he said straight away take 20"....
and so bad, we walk around the whole shop and all the 20" LCD aren't crystal bright screen...
and then i spotted a special box... (i've posted the picture in my previous post)
and my eyes are like this *.* (shining) when i saw the words "crystal bright" XD
or is actually written as "crystal brite" on the box XD

the other lucky thing....
i get to participate in a contest (you can only participate if you buy the Core 2 Duo processor)
looking at the prizes...
**jaws dropped**
the first picture, is my Panasonic Lumix TZ-7!!!!
omonaaa~~!!!
i want it so much that i can give out my life...
urghh kidding > <
i really hope there comes the forth luck in my life...
which is to let me get my TZ-7 !!!
i've been dreaming of it since the day i "met" my TZ-7 > <
and yea, i love photographing a lot!!!!
and im sick of my old Nikon E7900 because of the broken screen that caused by my bro...
aishhhh....
im so sorry, my Nikon,
i've been loving you for 4 years...
forgive me for "betraying" you because i've fallen in love with TZ-7...
(aishhh when did i start not loving human being but a non-living things??")

and then...
when im changing the desktop background,
i discovered something about Window 7 O______O
i can switch my background every 10 seconds ...
ermmm actually there are 30 seconds, 1 minutes and so on as options... XD
but im using the 10 seconds one...
wowwwww~~
and it means i dont need to be frustrated with which pic of Min should i put as background > <
because it can keep changing XD
cool cool cool~~~~

here's 2 screenshot of how the wallpaperssss work :



feel free to ask me anything regarding Window 7 ...
but i know nth much yet as i didn't really go and explore how it functions...
one thing im not contented with Window 7, it eats up lots of space!!!
just the window itself already 9GB +++
omonaaa~~~

and that technician, so smart....
went and set an uneven partition space for me -___-||
Disk C 118, Disk D 189 **fainted**
both drive should have the same amount of space ok?? > <
who will use Disk D that much???!!!

my new babe XD gonna be proud of it... + my addiction = fanfics XD

new baby??
aeeeee~~
whats on you mind??
thinking that i have a lover???
or a pet???
no no no~~~
but it is also my companion,
my PC XD

i got my new cpu today...
well, actually already bring back my 20" wide, crystal bright LCD on that day...
but only started to use it today together with my new CPU XD
the proudest "property" i ever own in my life,
is the LCD ...
i guess non of my friends has this 20" wide, crystal bright LCD yet XD
(even the rich one...while im just middle class)
but i knew they will still own it someday XD
what makes me even proud is...
im using Window 7 !!
yea!! the latest window...
home basic?nonono, but home premium...
where you can switch to a compatible window when some software or games couldn't works with window 7 XD

but i have to say...
this LCD kills my eyes...
my eyes gonna be dead very soon > <
even i set the brightness to 10%++ still that bright...
what the ... -___-|||

not much to tell about ...
but im glad that finally that old old old and slow cpu can be "dispose" together with that spoiled spoiled spoileddd and oldddd monitor XD
really, if continue using that monitor i guess my eyes will blind even faster than using this LCD
> <


da darrrr~~~ new LCD...
(sorry, my camera isn't functioning well for this time )


and my cpu...
(i have no idea why there are so much dust and it was it's first day O__O)


whole set~~
(only the CPU and LCD are brand new, im still using the old speaker, keyboard and mouse XD)




and so...
went back to hometown on last two days...
bored like hell...
because my bro went to other places for business after staying awhile at there...
luckily he left his laptop for me XD
due to the coverage there (countryside),
i cant do anything much even i have broadband...
so i just kept reading fanfics fanfics and fanfics..
omg...why is all the fanfics kyumin??
even odd -__-|| yemin...
the cutest i've read before , ryeomin XD
( i will give you the link if you are interested)
and suddenly,
something came across my mind...
"whats with Min???? why is he pairing up with the smokers???"
yea, kangin and yesung are smokers...
(kangmin, yemin? O___O )
and then i've seen from somewhere telling that kyuhyun smokes as well...
omonaaa...
that magnae...really... > <
but is not that surprised, because he do looks " evil",
and so , the pairing, kyumin -___-|||
ohhh but i can guarantee that eunmin and ryeomin are totally fine...
eunhyuk and ryeowook dont smoke, ok?! > <
the biggest issue of mine is not this,
but with my addiction of fics...
what type of fics...
really have to tell??
is fics with "heavy" yaoi content...
aishhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~
i couldnt help it ...but its just so ....
tempting...
nonononono~~~!!!!
im not like that...
i mean, Min is tempting...
and he is just so sexy > <
being the bottom one ...
aishhh that scene still stuck in my head...
but i really hate the authors for making him be the bottom one!! > <
whyyyyy~~~~
why Min has to bear with all those "painssssss" > <
no way!!!!
Min is not as feminine as you-all thought...
ermmm...although sometimes he would be > <
but still he is manly!!!!
(and i started to wonder, why am i calling him Min now instead of Minnie??
Ming would be better > <
at least, change for a bit...)

and this is the only reason why i stay up lately when im outstation....
middle of the night, bearing the laughter (ermmm too excited =X)
so pitiful...because if i burst out laughing my mum would fly kick me > <
as we are sleeping together in the hotel room...
cough hardly to cover my laughter...
aishhhhh ...
how wish i wouldnt smile nor laugh when im encounter with embarrassment and excitements > <
i can't help it...
that's my genetic....
my bro has the same reaction when he is shy!!!

odd?? loving k-pop is sinful???!! + isolated...neglected...dump???

went to KL today...
why?to celebrate Choi's birthday?
not really...
just going there to accompany her bringing her lover back -__-|||


** in Jing's car heading to Timesquare**
smart me...
that i brought my MP4 along this time XD
reason??
because the car's owner, a.k.a Jing always against songs that i like...
not only song,
i guess is everything...
when i sing, she straight away press "next" (even she likes that song)
skipping every song that i like -___-|||
but when others like Choi and SF singing,
she doesnt have such reaction -______-|||
conclusion : i can only listen without singing, having any reaction if my favorite song comes...
but...useless...
im a k-pop lover, they are c-pop lover...
we came from different world...
so...is super impossible that my favorite song will be play from her pendrive...
so this time, i bring my MP4...
ohhh luckily,
i sit behind...
i wont get to see even she gives those faces when i sing XD


**at Timesquare**
haizz...
got scolded by 3 of them saying that im overly excited...
too excited because is been a long time since our last outing...
and then...
when Choi met CC...
of course they will be together...
left 3 of us...
and then 2 of them walking together...
so...left me behind...
no one cares if im lost or what...
luckily our Choi still care even she is with her lover...
kept asking me not to walk behind ...
aiksss...
aiksssss....
already know such thing will happened on the day before...
i still cant find a reason why i follow LOL!!!
speechless~~
really...
is not like me...
is not like a talkative Joey...
that i talk this less...
theater.....
so... that couple are being separated to sit behind...
and 3 of us sitting at the middle row...
urghhh...
this time not being left behind,
but being left beside -__-||
haizzz...
not much difference to watch with them...
i mean ... is just like im watching alone...
watch myself, laugh alone, giving opinion about the movie to myself...
chinja...
aishhhhh...
and haizzz...


**in Jing's car - back from Timesquare heading to Sunway**
sitting in front...
wrong...
really wrong...
whatever i said, i will only got scold by Jing...
even didnt say anything still got scold...
k-pop fever?? = my fault???
i know she hates it when im listening to Sorry Sorry so much...
and im bearing not to sing and just listen to it...
suddenly i heard she said something...
something like that "you are really...... i heard that song from here"
ohh she didnt finish her sentence...
but i knew what she mean...
omonaa...
i really dont know what i've done wrongly...
even didnt sing, just listen to it...
still got scold...
later just inform/ask her if she pull her handbrake and got scolded again...
im just asking out of kindness,
still...my fault...
borrow a cushion from them and cover my face...
like that would be better...
or else she will scold me again when she saw my face -___-|||
and again...
silence is golden!!!
i didnt fight back with her because...
the car belongs to her...
and she is the one who drive us there...
so...
i should appreciate and treasure her effort...
even she scolds me...still...she is right -___-|||
haizzzz....

really dont understand...
why other friends didnt against the things i like but she do...
only Jing,
the one i care the most...
against with me...
maybe is really like that...
we came from different world...
im from MARS while they are from Earth...
why??because im always the odd one...


**at Sunway steamboat restaurant**
feeling a lot better here...
hahahahaha still because of the other friends who came after that...
they made my day even im not really close with them...
still better than the close one who neglected me T____T
no....
not neglected...
but dump instead!! T____T




**emo**
seeing the love birds...
really...really ....envy...
why i never have one?
or i should said...
never get to try even once??
yea...is my problem??
my problem because im not good looking...
so is my fault...
yet, it is not...