haizzz...wan die T___T

din sleep well da whole nite for last nite...
-___-|||
let mosquito bite for 2 hours...
den wake up "climb" to my bro's room to sleep...
den had flu...
cant sleep oso...
after reading her messages...
so...guilty??
duno lar...
felt like wan to die...
haizzz wat i did again???
y i always like tis one...
always so "chong dong" ...
my words...
aishhhhh...
ppl reli din ask me to stay mar...-__-|||
i insist to stay but still wan to blame her....
kept complaining...
aishhhh...
i duno wat da hell is wrong wit myself T____T
den da whole nite...
only slept for 2 hours..
plan to not go to skool...
wanted to sleep more...
but...
haizz suan liao go only...
den reach there like dead corpse -__-||
talk like dead corpse..
one is bcoz didnt sleep dao...
second is bcoz of my darling...
haizzzz...
haizzzzz....
still wanna continue to be moody??
stop lar...
later everyone fed up wit u...
den force myself to be normal....
duno how to "sao fo"

den noon...
jing and mun cum my house...
aish dat jing..
reli scary de lor...
everytime she come my house i oso canot take nap de...
so bian tai de lar her -__-||
dun let ppl sleep de...
scary sia....
still dun let me sleep den i wan scold ppl liao -__-||
den sleep dao...
cha bu duo wan 6pm...
dat mun and my mami -__-||
both talk dao so loud..
aishhhhh who oso wake up lar -__-|||
haizzz so yam gong da whole day...

den done smth wrong again -__-||
haizzz told dat Ying dat sf borrow money to buy dat bear...
shudnt tell -__-||
let sf scold...-__-||
not reli scolding lar...
juz...
aiya...
scare she angry so i sms and apologize lu...

aikssss....
muscle pain everywhere...
not energetic...
moody...
sad...
aishhhhhhhh.....
whole day duno at there "fa meng" or wat -__-||
haven "wake up"...
later play da song "wake up call" XD

at last still...
being use as a tool again...
-___-||
is dat i tink too much??
or i tink i shud juz accept it...
bcoz datz da fact...

and i do wanna apologize to my darling at here...
alto she wont get to c/read it...
im sorry babe....
i deserve to get bite by da mosquitoes...
sorry for my words which sounds harsh or sarcastic...
i reli not trying to show or wat...
but it is reli wat i felt at dat time...
hope u will believe me...