Saturday, 28th February 2009

T____T
last nite sleep at 2am++
today 9.40am den wake by my alarm...> <
wriggling on da bed...
den 10am SF call me liao T___T
den go to mamak hav breakfast wit SF and Choi lor...
wow...
duno y today they so fast > <
Choi say i 大牌...
wan them to wait me...
aiyooo i tot they walk very slow de mar -__-||
who knows they reach there so fast leh?? -__-||

after eat den go SF house to lepak yi xia...
shun bian c Kopi zai...
long time din c him liao...
cum bak when they going to tuition...
on9~~
chammm -___-||
i shudnt enter "www.blogger.com"
-___-||
i made things bcum worse > <
aiiiiiiiiii~~
guilty~~guilty~~~guilllllltyyyyyyyy~~~~
is my fault lar...
wat Kahtun said is right...
i din even know wat happened between them...
i dun hav da right to giv any comment...
even my own best frens i still dun hav da right to comment them...
den how bout LK and KT???
im reli sorry....
everything is my fault...
im da one who started da drama...
which made LK hate KT now...
i was juz trying to patch up both of them..
haizzz 越帮越忙....
T____T wu wu wu~~~~
y am i always like dat???
cant i stop being meddle?? -___-||
haizzzz...
c lar now...how??
ppl make up adi one...
now argued again...

Friday, 27th February 2009

nth special today...
SF and Choi din cum to skool...
already call Choi early in da morning but still couldnt wake up -__-||
no eye c her...
somemore say promised Loke dat she will cum to skool everyday...
ass lar her...
juz da first week already fail...-__-||
sick like hell...
kept sneezing T____T
flu~~~again?? -__-||
i cant help it...
im so sick~~~~~
but still stay bak for chinese class...
since march test is around the corner...
so is time for us to attend chinese class ^^
our Pn Yong shocked to c us...
but we r more shock to c "Someone" cum too...
well...
we r like 混日子 again... -___-||
dat Jing at there SMS+read her Epop Magazine...
while i bzy resting myself on da table...( im so sick...)
duno y...
we felt like ...so 陌生 wit da class...
both of us so 状况外....> <
mayb is bcoz da exist of "Someone"

at nite chanted for my koko...
he has exam > <
well...
50% terpaksa,
50% reluctantly... > <
papa mama asked me to chant for koko nia...
chanted for 20 minutes++ den SF called me liao...XD
weeeeee can 偷鸡~~~ XD

den talk talk xia talk talk xia...
kena 审问 adi...
den mar tell her bout JJ lor -___-||
aiyaaa i duno wat the hell is wrong wit me lar...
i go and sms him tell him those things ...
which breaks his heart..
i juz dun wan him to be more "addicted" wit me -__-||
later more hurt...
长痛不如短痛....
i dun wish to hurt him or lie him...
bcoz i doesnt hav da feeling of "luv" or "like" anymore...
getting hurt until numb adi...
kept telling him so many times...
almost everyday...
but still dun wan to listen and kept telling dat he will wait for me...
aishhhhhhh -__-||
im not worth for it lar...
den he say dun contact anymore...
felt reli guilty...
he changed to 017 bcoz of me...
but now...
im like tis...
haizzz...
asked SF for opinion,
SF asked me to try to talk wit him on phone...
mayb will hav feeling towards him...
it was my very first time calling a guy > <
uiiii~~~ nervous~~~
duno wat to talk...
but listening him to speak is reli funny...
he kept mumbling there and i hardly understand wat he trying to tell me...
den i juz agak agak guess lor... > <
at there "ngi ngi ngam ngam"
lol reli couldnt imagine dat his face and his voice...
is totally...diff..LOL~~~!!!
aishhhh he wanted to copy Jay Chou or wat -__-||
speak until like dat...
aishhhh i oso wondering wat da hell is wrong wit me...
shy or wat ?? -___-|| kept smiling over there...
da way he address me is reli...LOL oso ...
aish -__-|| not going to reveal here...
disgrace larrrr~~~ **shy shy**
den let him gek sei -__-||
regret to call him liao...
after hang da call he sms tell me dat he.....
ok not going to reveal too -__-||
(will only reveal da msg content to certain ppl)

den call SF bak after ends wit him...
talk wit her on phone until 12am +++
den she nid to hang up bcoz her lao gong called her...
den i went to read Audreyna's blog...
yeeee...yeee...
c yi xia her chatbox...
gou li -__-|| gaduh liao...
den go c yi xia Kahtun's blog...
wahhhhh -__-|||
wahhhhhhh O___O
den go 8 yi xia leave comment -__-|||
den kena scold liao...
den our turn to argue...
-___-|||
aiksss no eye c...
go sleep ...

Thursday, 26th February 2009

at skool 混日子 again...
juz like wat Pei Yee said XD
today Jing bring camera to skool...
for moral folio de...
wan to take picture to do "Kerja Amal"...
mana tau she bring camera cum skool SS de -___-||
seeeee .... seeee...
nth to see lar...
she oso din send me she SS at class de photo...
hahahahahaha but i took pic wit her lor~~~


den i tell Pei Yee,
dat SF and Choi cum to skool is to sms one...
almost everyday oso like tis...
see larr~~~

(dun c Choi like so rajin doing hw...actually she hide her mobile inside her sweater...> <)

lai lai~~take pic wit SF de "Fei Bo"
**pure look of Fei Bo** >>>>>>



tis??of coz is my kipas lar...given by Jing 2 years ago...>>>

dun suspect...
is my handwriting of coz...
dat 2 evil evil de thing oso i draw de XD

den i was telling Pei Yee bout our objective coming to skool...
SF and Choi is cum skool to learn how to sms one...
den Jing is cum to skool learn how to 在不适当的时间做不适当的东西 ...
(she always do other subject de hw one -__-|| for example we r having Ekonomi den she do Math...during Math she do Add Math, when Add Math she do Science...LOL!!! )
den me and Pei Yee cum skool do wat de???
aiyoooooo we always laugh like mad in da class one...
so we r doing da right and most suitable thing...
y do i say so??
lets see...
我们来 "学校" "学笑" 的~~~
correct??
definitely~~~XD
so...da conclusion is...
we cum to skool learn how to laugh one...XD

den dat Jing bian tai de T____T
kept pressing my hands and arms...HARDLY~~~~
patah lor...
so pain T_____T
she said 内伤 wor~~~
must press it to it cum out -__-||
sifat her lar...
let her press until like tis den reli 内伤 ar -___-|||
yesterday is SF be cacat Wong...
tomoro when i go skool is my turn to be Cacat Lim adi -__-||

Wednesday, 25th February 2009

today super funny...
laugh sei me...
after my ERT, their Add Math class...
our Ekonomi teacher din enter da class mar...
den we at there start joking liao -__-|||
Choi named SF as cacat Wong...
den SF beh song, named Choi as Cicak Choi...
den i kept laughing there...
den duno y they must tarik me go join -__-||
dat sei Choi call me Elephant Lim T____T
so sad~~~
after dat bcoz SF very blind de mar...
den Choi say "你真是小盲女" if u got watch dat wat 射雕英雄传 den u will know...XD
bout dat “小龙女”...
den SF try to twist it and said "是啊~~我很忙的~~所以我是小忙女"
den Choi said "酱他的英文名不就是 blindness Wong???"
LOL!!! laugh sei me...
den i said "不是啦~~他是blindness Wong den 你就是 color-blindness Choi" XD
den she stared at me -__-|||
uiiiii~~~hahahaha
den i said "SF啊？不只盲啦~~他还聋的~~~真的是名副其实的小聋女~~"
(bcoz she always cant hear de -__-|| when u talk wit her u nid to repeat and repeat and repeat...and she will repeat and repeat and repeat oso...wat she repeat??repeat to say da word "har???" -__-||| )

den dat SF ar...at skool keep sms only...
most fei de is tis...
she said "yerrr going to da ground floor de lab???dun wan larr~~i dun wan there~~"
den i tot she dun like da lab bcoz is hot there...
but suddenly she said "go there no line canot sms"
-___-|| me and Pei Yee swt there...> <

den at tuition so fun..
kekeke keep kacau Ming En, Kave and Ke Ling XD
**Clap clap** fun fuN~~~

Tuesday, 24th February 2009

hmmm...
today Jing din cum to skool...
aishhh > <
at nite hor...
i at there bzy-ing...
den she so kiam siap de lorrrr...
sms her ask her y din cum to skool...
den she din reply me...
after dat use an unknown number...
kept miss calling to my mobile...
aishhhh tis gal...
kiam dao~~~ -__-||
den after dat i call her bak...
she somemore scold me y so late only call her bak...
-___-|||| za dao completely ....
den at there waste my credit pulak...
i call her is to ask her y din cum to skool...
but terbalik she cum and ask me got wat hw to do...
za dao...den i said "a lot larr"
den she asked "got wat lar???"
-___-||
reli wan piak her...
den suddenly tell me she at Ipoh pulakkk~~
ask her y go Ipoh...
tell me she duno -__-|||
walau...like tis oso can -__-||

den at nite...
chat...like usual wit my darling...
omg reli wan go bang wall...
say wan c me hor...
ok lor c c c...
but y must invite me video call leh??
den shun bian let me watch live show izzit???
"si wan gou" i cant c~~~
cant c anything~~~
weeeee~~~
-__-|| ok...i know tis isnt da best way to deceive ourselves LOL!!!
-___-|||
no choice...den i beh song again...
terus off9...~~~
no eye c....
reli wondering wat the hell is wrong wit her...
must do infront of da cam??
go other places so 委屈 ar???!!
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Monday, 23rd February 2009

today at skool laugh sei me...
kept laughing at those jokes on the "Yeah!" magazine XD
until kena scold by my Jing T____T
she somemore rampas da mag dun let me read...
she say i laugh dao very sampat hahahahaha -___-||
aaahhahahahaha -__-|||
aiyoooo ppl wan laugh oso dun let...
T___T sob sob...
den she duno wat happen de lar...
so emo there...
kept scolding me nia -__-||
even i din say anything she can suddenly scold me de -__-|||
yerrrrr....
nvm lar...
i understand de...
add math class de student punya 脾气 very 暴躁 nia...XD
do until canot get answer dat time more 暴躁 > <
怕怕~~~~~
but da jokes reli very funny mar....
canot bear not to laugh lorrrrr **pure look** XD
especially the ant and the UFO+ET part...
laugh sei me...XD

get bak home...
chat wit my darling like usual lor...
aishhhhh i reli wondering wat the hell i wrong wit her...
everytime she chat wit me she must gek me de wor...
Zzzzzzzzzzz...
let her gek tio boh mood....
terus off9....
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

den at nite while doing hw...
i sms and ask my kor "ah kor ar....last time i made your bedroom bcome music room rite??now u guess bcum wat room liao???"
den he replied me "study room???if not den is store room hahahahaha "
-___-|| let him za dao.... store room pulak...
like dat he oso tink dao....> <
but not store room lar of coz...
is gym room hahahahaha...

Sunday, 22nd February 2009

today...
such a gud date...2.22
and oso is my bao bei's birthday...
Happy Birthday oo Bao Bao~~
muackssss XD
-__-|| syok sendiri...
she oso canot c de lar type here...
but i wished her on 12am adi de XD

went to Summit...
woooo bought a lot of things...
included my new video camcorder, Panasonic SDR-H80 XD
fuiyoooo fuiyooo fuiyooo~~~~
-__-|||






my mum looks so 无奈 when my dad was paying...(she didnt know i took her pic XD)


den i said "ohh~~~y u looks like wan mati wan mati like dat??like tis de face must capture down de~~den post at internet XD"
after she heard she said "要死~~！！死鬼头你啊~~！！ "
and den she faster show me a smiling face XD >>>>>


laugh sei me...
my mum so cute de larrr ^^ XD

den at nite like usual lor...
rushing my homeworks XD
and kept seeing my BoA's photo...XD
until my dad asked me who is dat -__-|||
dad : "who is dat ???"
me: "aiyoooo my idol larr"
dad: "who is ur idol???wats her name???"
me: "BoA~~"
dad" har???wat???"
me: "BoooooAAAA"
dad " harr???"
me: " -___-||| B~~~o~~~~A~~~~ BoA~~~~~ know??-__-||"
dad: "owh~~~where is she from??"
me: " Korea lor~~"
dad: "she is wat??singer or actress??"
me : "singer lai de~~~"
dad: "y she looks so tanned?"
me: "wat???where got tanned??? effect lai de larrr"
-___-||| so strange...suddenly he so interested wit my BoA....

Saturday, 21st February 2009

din do anything much today...
since i wake quite late too...
den noon kept watching those tutorials of BoA's Eat You Up...
T_____T tough like hell da choreography T____T
wanna die...
learn until left half life > <
den gave up...

den at nite juz kept watching BoA's video on youtube...
she is so damnn yeng~~~!!! **admire face**
yorrrrrrr....

I LOVE BoA~~~~!!!

BoA RoCKs~~~!!!


ppl who likes hiphop dance or street dance or Korean songs can watch tis clip too ^^


BoA - Eat You Up (Youtube live performance in Tokyo) [credit : BoAmusicUSA , Youtube]

[LIVE HQ/HD 720p 29.12.08]Boa Kwon (보아) - Special Perf (Eat You Up & Talk & Look Who's Talking) [credit : jaeurazn1live from Youtube]

and here is her MV for "Eat You Up" (there are 2 versions) >>>

BoA- EAT YOU UP (ASIA VERSION) [credit : everlastinglovexx3 , Youtube]

BoA - Eat You Up (American Version) [credit : lovecubic ]

den about midnight like this...
watched some clips ....
some lucky fans of BoA get to meet her at Jingle Ball there...
dat guy(fans) even hugged BoA T____T
den i kept shouting "i wan hug hug too T____T"
lol da way he asked : "can i get a hug??"
BoA : "HUH???"
and he asked again : "can i get a hug??"
BoA : "ok~~no problem~~"
LOL!!! reli funny lar...~~~
my BoA so kind rite??hehehehe ^^

den Choi sms me a joke...
laugh dao i sakit perut...
is like tis....
有一对年糕...
他们很想分开...
有一天~
他们终于分开了...
他们很开心...~^^~
就 give me 5...
结果又粘在一起了 ^^"
laugh sei me hahahahhahaaha

den my darling...
dun wan choi me T___T
huh!! fine~~
den i wan to talk wit Jean lor...
aiyoo mana tau her mic sot jor...
-__-|| i cant hear wat she speak...
den suan liao...
giv up oso
den wat??sleep lar of coz -__-||

Friday, 20th February 2009

today ponteng...
din go skool...
bcoz Larian Megah...
a.k.a Merentas Desa...

today let papa "ngap zhong" jor...
i reli sleep dao 12pm+++
he larr~~
"sui dor hao"!!
if not i will wake early de =.=
always like dat~~~

den saw Choi de sms...
telling dat she break up wit dat Tai An liao...
aiyoyo....
-__-||| sure she will regret de...

den 1pm+++
go out wit mama....
nonono is go out wit mama de fren to GTF...
**yawn**
sien~~~

den at tuition ask Choi y she wanna break and ask her da process...
den she again out of topic -__-||
"eh tell me leh...da process???"
den she said "aiyooo me and him break liao lar"
-__-||
za dao~~~~~~

den at nite again watching superidol2...
missing my darling in a sudden...

Thursday, 19th February 2009

last nite let our Choi Choi gek sei...
-____-|||
she so out of topic de lar...
waste my credit to sms her...
i ask her tis she reply me another thing...-__-||
i call her wanna talk to her on phone...
she tell me she 不方便 and say she will sms me -__-||
den fine...
i asked her y is she not going to skool tomoro...
she reply me in chinese saying dat she will tell teacher she balik kampung...
den i was like -___-||| and ask her again...
"i asked u y r u not going to skool tomoro...not asking u wat is da reason u gonna giv teacher..."
den she replied "aiyaaaa dun care lar...i will tell them i balik kampung for today and tomoro de..."
-___-||| **vomit blood in progress**
den awhile tell me she dun wan go bcoz dun wan go...
awhile tell me her mummy bringing her out to eat...-__-||
den i asked her "so i tink u r not going to skool on Friday too rite???Jing and Pei Yee going..."
den she reply "u oso din go...SF din go...no one acc me..."
den i reply her " -___-|| i dun wan talk to u liao....waste my money...i will bunuh diri if i continue talking wit u....u so blur and out of topic de lor...u din go skool tomoro but i got go....nite nite...bb"
waliaooo reli...no jokes..u will feel like wan to suicide to talk wit her -__-||
somemore she Digi de leh....each sms cost me 15cent...
wahsai -__-|||
somemore is reli wasted dat she is not answering me wat i asking...

den morning when bout to go to skool...
wearing my skool shoe...
suddenly found out dat my left shoe is wet...
**brooom brooom** (lightning)
wat to do????
sei lor...
i dun hav extra de leh...
looking at da shoe rack...
wondering which shoe shud i wear...
den i giv up -__-||
bcoz if i still looking for shoes to wear i will be late -__-||
den juz wear slipper go...
aiyooo on da way walking to skool.....
felt reli strange wit da slipper lor -__-||
my very first time wearing slipper to skool...
never do dat b4...
hahahahaha...

den at skool only me and Pei Yee lor...
Jing and SF went to kursus...
dat Choi..know lor...bcoz dun wan cum...
den at skool we "fei fei di" again...
at there modifying Mariah Carey's Without You...XD
bcoz our Form5 teacher's writing is reli...
so omg -__-||
alien writing...
tak faham faham...
den Pei Yee start singing..."I cant see~~~~~~~bcoz da writing very ugly~~~i cant see~~~i cant see anymore~~~~"
laugh dao i sakit perut -__-|||
but tis one not dat funny lar...
most funny is few days ago...
dat Jing wan to ask Pei Yee da add math...
den i sitting between both of them...
and Jing said "eh~Pei Yee 这个怎样..."
Jing haven finish ask den Pei Yee start singing liao "不要问我从哪里来~~~"
den Jing said "不是！！你听我讲先！！这个号码怎样来的？？"
den Pei Yee start singing again “不要问我从哪里来~~~”
laugh sei me...
after dat den i keep singing together wit Pei Yee...XD

den at nite watch wa eh expired liao de Superidol2...
watch dao quite late...
bout 2AM+++
shun bian got chat wit my darling awhile...
very little...
almost let her gek sei...
she dyed her hair into brown...
after dat dyed into black again...
**vomit blood**
den wat??let me scold lar...
wan to ruin her health or wat har tis gal?? -__-|||

ewwwwwwwww
our choi choi din cum to skool again...
-___-||
say tired ooo...
dun wan cum...-___-||
reli za dao...

den dat Ilham today duno wat happen -__-||
eat wrong or wat...
kept kacau me...
aishhhhhhhh...
not pushing my chair den pulling my skool bag -__-||
play until i gone sot liao -__-|||
somemore take my umbrella out and share wit dat Syafiq and Ammar sama sama play...
OMGG~~~
**terus pengsan***
reli let them gek sei...

haizzz so fan lar tis few days...
felt like ...
not felt like...
is boh feeling at all -__-||
dun hav like or luv de feeling...
aiya ...means numb lor...
boh feeling...
afraid dat i will be da one who dump him...-___-|||
dun ok??

den today dat Jing duno do wat -__-||
so many question lai ask...
den finish ask...
berpakat wit SF cum scold me stupid pulak -__-||
bcoz of pushing da one i like to others...
yea lar...
i know im stupid...
but ppl oso dun like me...
wat can i do??is to send them my blessings lar -__-|||
if not???
but hor wat they say oso correct geh...
they say i never go and 争取....
yea lar...
i know...
but i juz felt dat...
aiyaaa duno lar...
u all wont uds wat im tinking at dat time one lar....
sure say im stupid and say i giv lots of excuses lar -___-|||
aikssss....
suan liao~~
wateva both of u wanted to say -__-|||

den our BM teacher so cute de lor -__-||
i carrying my big big skool bag...
going down to da science lab from library mar...
suddenly i felt dat someone is pushing my bag up and down...
den i turn over and gonna scold ...
who knows...
i saw my BM teacher...
** brooom broooom*** (lightning)
den she smiled and said "wat u put inside??so heavy and big..."
den i said "bookssss~~~"
and den ...end... -__-|||

den go down...
planned to ponteng one -__-||
bcoz Jing wanted to...wakakaka
den passed by saw Pn. Yong standing there...
talking on phone...
den i go kacau yi xia XD
den teacher asked "你的领子开酱大做什么??"
den i was trying to explain -__-|| but i stuck there...
"不是啦老师....那个....因为....那个....aiyooo"
den teacher said "你开到这样大老师看到会流口水"
LOL!!!
funny sia~~
my Pn. Yong reli cute -__-|||
at last still didnt ponteng dao...
guai guai go for science...

today my nap...
omg sleep dat a lil only...T____T
sad sad saddd~~~
not enuff larrrr
eyeball pain -___-|||

den go tuition laugh dao i sakit perut oso -__-||
today Teacher Fione so funny -__-|||
she was talking bout blossom to be handsome...
den suddenly she said "blossom yea...is not bosom...bosom is breast"
and den somemore do dat move showing dat...
-___-||| u must c it by urself only u will found it funny...
i kept laughing there...lol...reli funny

den go bak home...
at nite when my dad telling story bout he call da Alliance Bank...
reli funny like hell...
da way he tell and acted...
LOL!!!
aishhhh my fault lar...
i shud hav record it down...
but i bzy laughing until my stomach so pain...
no chance to record down -__-||

Tuesday, 17th February 2009

our choi choi finally came to skool liao...
yesterday din cum skool bcoz terlewat pulak...
today??
sure she came lar...
i call her wor -__-||

den at nite on9 lor...
waliao...
so many ppl bomb my msn...
xiao lao hu, my ah mei and my darling...
my ah mei changed name worrr....
now her name is 鄭麗諺 hahahaha
den she tell me her fren call her yan yan...
den i tell her is sweet...and i wanna call her like dat too...
my ah mei so cute de lor -__-||
i bzy doing hw...din reply her...
she can talking alone there...
kept typing non stop...
gud oso lar...let me know bout her mar ^^
so long din hav a nice talk wit her on mic liao...
so regret dat last time i neglected her when she wanted to on mic wit me...
bcoz i tell her i hav thing to discuss wit Jing...
until she kept calling me there on da mic...
still rmb dat very well...

den my darling...
and dat jean...
aishhhhh i bzy doing my math...
den they keep kacau me...
ask me to wear headphone...
wanna talk to me...
den when i nid to reply them,
i hav to keep twisting my body to type...
aishhhhhhhhhhhhh....
wanna slap them...
ka ka cau cau...
den dat jean suddenly cum thank me...
said "thank you for introducing us to know each other"
den i was tinking "y dun u say thx for helping me to own her???"
last nite suddenly so hardworking...
do science notes hahaha
do till 11.30+++ pm...
quite late...
den i "sau dong" and tell them dat i wanna sleep...
luckily im bzy..
if not i will c smth which i dun wish to c again...
already saw a lil bit actually...
-___-||
aiyaaa anything lar...

Sunday, 15th Februrary 2009

aiyoo i oso duno i wake so early for wat...
ming ming very tired -__-|||
den like usual cum on9 lor...
and bout noon like dat...
dat JJ, from hs5 de cum find me chat...
O___O so sudden...
den i chat wit him lor...
chat chat xia chat chat xia...
he asked me if whether i hav bf anot and can he be my bf...
O___O den i said he high fever...
i said i not leng lui oso...
den he tell me he c feeling de...
lol .... chat oso din chat much...
at hs5 oso seldom play wit him one...
go where find feeling lai??
den i was tinking "dai lou...dun play me lar...i enuff liao larrr...dat time only his fren...now his turn pulak...mou gao ngor larrr"

den at tis time...
"he" came on9 liao...
lol...when i asked "him" wat da hell is going on wit everything...
"he" tell me all da craps...
and giving me all d excuses...
lol tinking dat im reli dat stupid??
so sorry...
i woke up since da first day u wit me...
and completely conscious when u started to be cold to me...
and tons of time i asked u...
but u still chose to continue lying me...
how gud u r ... L O L...or how sinful u r???trying to lie and play wit my feelings...
and fool me....
luckily...
reli lucky to hav my darling...
and so lucky dat i uds wat is luv from my darling...
if not i might still being silly and believing u BLINDLY!!
den bcoz my com lag....
den i restart com...
without informing...
when i cum bak...
"he" is disappear from my msn list liao..
reli LOL...
and never cum bak anymore...
lol lar~~~

den i duno y dat jj can be so thicked skin de...
ppl oso din say wan accept him -__-||
den sendiri at there perasan go tell my bao bei i accepted him...
alamak -__-|||
thicker than lorry's tyre...-__-|||

den quite bzy at nite...
tons of hw to rush lol...
aiyooo boh bian...
my style to be "last min" XD

den dat jean...
lol...
forget liao..
morning when i talking wit my darling on msn...
she suddenly said "im jean...we are going to bath now...bb"
LOL!!!!
wan "gek" me???
den at nite cum on9 again...
talk to me...
but after awhile din reply me for a long time...
so i asked "wat r u doing??seems to be bzy..."
i tot dat is my darling who talking wit me...
den suddenly she replied "**pure looks** im doing......."
"actually...im jean..."
LOL!!
go to hell lar!!!
purposely one~~~
jin memang jin...
jin gak -__-|||
suan liao...
today my mood baik...
no time to be angry wit tis "non-live show"...
is juz wat u tell..
i oso din c it wit my own eyes...
so...
ignore it~~~~ XD

Valentine's Day...so wat?? -___-|||

wake by Choi's sms...
at bout 7.10+++ am...
omg T___T
let me sleep larrrr
dat Jing and Choi...
both of the kept bomb me by their sms...
wan sleep oso canot...
T_____T

went to KL...
Timesquare...
Gasoline for breakfast...
and start ss... XD

ss using Jing's mobile >>>>>


tis Choi kept wanna take pic wit me...-___-|||




tis Jing...kept wanna use my mobile to take pic..alto da quality sucks -__-||| weirdo...



gosh...inside my mobile dun hav much of my own photos...but there r alot of their photos -__-||


walk walk walk around while waiting for SF's fren to cum...
**yawn**
found a place to sit...
and they start to SS again...XD



Choi ar Choi...so narcissistic??? XD


den i wanna learn them oso.... >.<>

den i jealous liaoooo ...
bcoz jing only take pic wit them...
i kept complaining her XD
den she beh tahan...
and is our turn~~

y so weird geh???
-__-|| tell u da truth, we never plan for our posing/expression...


blur~~ still same expression...


oooo diff liao....Jing said she smile until so "chan lan" over here >>>>



but after tis...
haizzz...
-___-|| worse...
SF's B Zai reached...
my Xiao Feng oso reached...gonna meet...
hahahaha den Jing acc me go to find her....
bcoz...
dat gal...aishhh ask her cum up to 7th floor find me...
den she asked me go to 3rd floor to find her...
she said dat she is so lazy to go up -___-||

lol...dat gal...
swinging da "paper bag" and walking towards me -__-||
oiiiiii~~~ so T lar -__-||
kept cutting her hair...
ask her to not cut still cutting...
aishhhhhh...
den da way she speaks wit me on phone and in reality...
O____O so diff???
hahahaha her voice is cute and so "teh" on phone...
and so "chuan" when in reality...
talk like wan to gaduh like dat -__-||
den ar...she ar...
first time meet me den ruin her own image =.=
pass me da ekonomi past yearss exam papers...
ask me MUST do it...if not she will piak me...
and push my head so hardly...
until i "flied" XD
aishhhh -__-||
dat gal....
so violent -____-|||
den bcoz rushing bak,
din talk much oso...juz awhile and we "sau dui" hahahaha
haven even get to observe her -__-||
den saw smth other than papers inside da bag...
take it out...oooo already know is da bear dat she sew herself hahahaha...
den dat Jing...8...-__-|| so 8...
went and open...
somemore say ppl's 手工 cacat...
ya allahh~~~
-__-|||
den saw a paper inside...
yeeeyeee~~
da one she uploaded in her frenster photo...

well...for da content of da card...
shhhhhhhh...
canot be reveal...XD
-__-|| but my bday haven reach yet lar...
still got very long time...not reli very long lar...coming soon oso...

and tis is da incomplete bear...
b4 she decorate it wit other things...
and draw da eyes,mouth and nose...

tis two pic took by her...-__-||
im too tired for today...
no mood to take pic of anything after reach home...


da worst part is here...
dat sei SF...saw B Zai den like -__-||
forget bout us adi...-___-|||
kept walking wit her and forget our exist...
walk for "HOURS" only realize dat we r not following her...
omg...reli talented...
c lar...tis kind of fren...c~~~c~~~
i knew it...datz y i dun wan to go KL wit them at da first place...
den bcoz of SF...
we are late...
Choi kena marah by her sis...
we r like...omg...
rush like we r athletes or wat...
kept running and fast walking there...
somemore c da wrong platform and enter da wrong train -___-|||
and nid to change train...
running around asking ppl...
omg...
so "luan sui" -___-|||
wait for da right train to reach until we died there -___-|||
soooooooooooooooooo longgggggggg....
so tired somemore....
my feets are reli pain T____T
so tired...
sweat like hell somemore...
haizzz....
den our Choi so pitiful...
once enter da car

Friday, 13th February 2009

hahahaha i cant stop myself from waking wit swollen eyes -__-|||
LOL!!!
haizzz so tired...
din sleep well again...
so sleepy at skool -___-|||

after skool choi cum to my house...
den went to mami's shop to cut hair...
mami cut for her lor...
after cut hair she start to ss again -__-|||

aishhhh beh tahan her -__-||

den bcoz my mami wan to go Summit take her things,
so i said i go together wit her,
to be her "gu lei",
help her angkat lor....
den Choi oso cum wit us...
went to McDonald to eat...
gossip gossip XD
went to toilet...
oiiiii wanna take pic again -__-||
sumore pull me to take...
aishhh...

she looks cool here lar..
i looks so cacat...
her fault lar...
ask me to bend down...
to make her looks taller -___-|| alamak...-__-|||

den walk around lor...
pass by a lil stall...
bought a pair of earrings...
i pair wit her...
i mean we bought a pair,
but i took one and she took one...XD
tis is how "my" earring looks like...


and im wearing it now...XD

went to tuition...
aishhhh dat Jing chui me liao -___-||
who knows my dad ask me to not register dat early...
after my bday only register...
omg -___-||
den they din care me oso...
straight away sendiri go daftar liao...
no "yi qi" de...
pek dai me -__-||
wait me together canot de wor...
suak~~~
den dat jing cum Fokus Jaya "chai cheong" hahahahaha
sit there while teacher Elaine teaching -__-||
aishhh kacau p&p -___-||

after tuition went to take my new spec...
kekekeke
aiyooooooooo
so hurt lor when i cum bak show Jing my new spec...
she said dat nth diff wit my previous spec -__-||
my mum more talented...
i cum bak wearing it and she asked "eh??where is ur new spec??inside da plastic bag??let me c???"
-___-||| and i tell her im wearing it -___-||
yerrrr wan like dat meh...
so hurt me lor...
change like din change...
den better dun change...
waste money... -__-|||
RM 330 de lehhh

at nite watching BoA's videos on utube...
watch watch xia...
lead me to BoA's Eat You Up...
omg...
she is so cool again T_____T
gone crazy over here.....
kept shouting "BoA SOOO YENGG~~~"
until went and sms my koko and tell my koko hahahahaha
sot de lar me -__-||

watch until 12am+++ bout to go to sleep...
den she came on9...
tell me dat she bzy decorating da card for jean...
Zzzzzzzzzzz...
kept expressing my things to her...
so many grandmother stories...
den got pulled by her...
wit video call -___-||
until 4am T____T
haizzzz wanna die...
da next day nid to wake at 7am+++
4am+++ only go to sleep...
faint~~~

haiz sad sia...T__T

today again wake wit swollen eyes ...
ahahahaha...
so tired...
din sleep well da whole nite...
felt like continuing sleeping...
today choi choi din cum to skool again luuu -___-|||
today at skool sot wit pei yee again wakakakaka
aiyaaa laughter is gud larrrrr
juz like wat we read from da passage today when BI...
if at skool dun sot go bak home i will be like dead corpse...
so laugh liao first...hahahaha

waited...
guess dat she wouldnt cum...
until 2PM+++ ....
den i appear off9 and go to sleep...
set alarm at 3pm...
juz sleep awhile....
da alarm rang...
hardly open my eyes...
wake and look at da monitor...
still haven cum...
haizzz...suan le bah...
giv up...
straight away go sleep until 5pm+++
mummy cum wake me up XD

at nite go choose spec lor...
waliao choose liao an hour...
hahaha let my papa complain -__-||
i oso dun wan de marrr
oso dun hav suitable de...
da one i like da frame too long -__-||
my face too ...not wide...
looks weird....
tried on full frame...
bcoz jing ask me to...
hahahaha..
but dat uncle say will look very "lou shui" if i wear full frame -__-||
den ask me take bak half frame...
haizzz giv up...so i chose half frame at last oso hahahahaha

haizzz...
here is how our convo looks like for today...
da conversation goes like tis...
she said...
"I'm making a valentine gift"
" just went out to buy a rose -_-" "
" my mum asked me "why do you wanna buy a rose?" "
"I said "I wanna buy 2" "
"I wanna buy for you and jean"
"then she was so happy"
"But I actually just want to not make her feel that I'm specially preparing something only for jean,it's suspicious"
"2 is for my mum and jean"
"I wanna give you,also cant give lar "
n i was quiet...
tis reminds me bout last year....
wat i did for them...
i put lots of effort....
editing day and night...
but they dun seems to appreciate my efforts...
is happy...
but tis year...
haven reach da day yet already frown....
frustrated...
unhappy....
sad??
wat to do??
i cant help it...


我在想....我的付出...会得来回报吗 ?
去年...那份真心的付出...根本没想到要有什么回报...
今年...我已是个再也不重要的人了...却在期待着收到特别的东西...
哈哈哈哈...好笑...别痴心妄想了...你也应该知道那是没有可能的...
我还会像去年一样快乐吗?
还是只有你们是快乐,幸福的??


我的人生一片黑暗...
没有希望...


失落的心情...
没人了解...
没人体会到...


你...再也不是以往的你...
我...却还站在原点傻傻的等着你...
等着你回来...
期望你像以往那样...