today again "fa zhuo" liao...
finally,
she told us wat happened...
a prob which i dun tink is a prob -___-||
not even a prob between them...
den wats da prob??
is on her, herself...
but i tink dat there is reli nth wrong wit it...
no talent den no talent lar,
u can learn oso wat???
language??studies??
everything, u nid to learn by urself...
u born wit nth...
ur skills, talents and all are not existed when u were born...
is juz when u learned it,
work hard,
and only u will be gud in it...
or mayb u found dat u r actually hav dat talent...
uds??
talent is nth...
reli nth...
try to tink,
if a person has lots of skills, talents and knowledge,
but without love,
and being non-welcome...
u tink dat person will be happy??
no right??
simple and nice...( heard b4?? )
u dun nid to be frustrated over these minor issue...
try to look at me,
u tink i hav lots of talents har??
not reli...
i juz can type reli fast,
and dat is my one and only "kelebihan"??
u shud be happy wit wat u r,
tis is wat u always tell me,
and wat happened to u right now??
"i am wat i am"...
so u r wat u r...
ppl likes u, loves u wit reasons,
but talents,skills and knowledge wouldnt be da reason...
they like u bcoz u r wat u r...
u dun nid to "masked" urself wit those "extrasss"...
they r not employer who looking for employees,
dat u nid to be highly educated,
be smart, hav lots of talents...
ok??
sometimes, ur silliness can oso turned to be cuteness... (for them)
which can oso attract them...
b4 tinking da bads of urself,
try to tink bout others...
if u r reli dat bad,
u tink they will choose u???
no right??
datz y...
do u know how difficult 2 person can be together???
is easy to find someone who suits u, but dat person dun hav feelings towards u???
person hav feelings towards u, but doesnt suits u???
how???
is not easy to find someone who suits u and oso likes u and at da same time u like too...
aishhh so confusing...
i know is confusing lar,
but i tink u uds wat im trying to tell u...
is fate which brings both of u together,
u shud appreciate and treasure it,
and not let it go juz like dat...
ok???
im a reli gud example for u...(shudnt use role model over here)
look at me,
see??
sorrow...
having this and dat,
so wat????
i rather to not hav them(talents)...
being unhappy while having them??
for wat??
like dat lar,
i switch wit u,
u wan anot??
for sure u wont wan it...
girl...
u r lucky enuff,
do u know dat???
aiksss...
today kena marah by someone...
not reli marah lar,
a sentence wit reli 重语气 ...
i dun rmb wats da sentence,
juz rmb dat between da sentence, there is "你很烦!每次都是这样"...
not comfortable wit it...
i know i repeated this tons of times...
but juz...hard to change -___-||
cant u uds me...
haizzz...
but...
used to it adi...
is not da first time dat she scolded me tis...
feel uncomfortable wit it,
but still nid to bear, without fighting bak...
bcoz is my fault...
everytime,
when im inside da "noise" as well,
for sure,
guarantee...
i will got scold...
haizzz...
kept quiet den...
da "teller" oso haven scolds me,
but da "listener" starts it...
normally din c her be caring like tis,
today suddenly so caring ar???
and so 紧张 to listen until scolds me??
hmmm...
not bad not bad...
never tink dat when she at there 发癫,
who is da one being tortured by u??
without scolding, blaming or complaining...
when u being unreasonable,
i juz kept quiet....
when u hit me like hell on my arm, (ppl who knows me well shud know dat my arms are sensitive wit pains, juz pressing adi pain, wat bout dat??)
im in silent even it reli hurts....
when u wanted to bite me,
i let u bite as u wish...
but now i juz did a lil thing,
but u menyinggung my perasaan like tis...
haizzzz....
anyway,
i can only blame myself of being so 犯贱 like tis...
im da one who choose to not scold u， and bear da pain, right??
hahahahaha...
can blame no one...
juz can blame my horoscope, pisces....
stupid pisces...
reli stupid....
im feeling reli bad wit it,
dat u wont know it...
didnt tell,
doesnt mean i dun mind...
anyway,
u wont get to read tis oso...
telling is juz wasting my time...
anyway,
juz to express over here...
my headache never stop when SPM trial starts...
haizzz...
eat panadol oso couldnt cure...
wondering wat happened to be...
pain~~~~
but luckily is not super pain,
still bearable...
tot dat my "zai zai" can be "discharge" from da pc shop today...
mana tau dat person...
aishhhh...
graphic card belum tiba...
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gek sei me....
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