Tuesday, 21st April 2009

tired like hell da whole day...
din take dao nap...
last nite sleep so late oso...
somemore after skool den go tuition...
den when cum bak home...
sei lor...
again...
eye ball pain...
yam gong...
every tuesday not headache den is eye ball pain...
now even worse,
eye ball pain + lower back bone pain...
**arghhhhhhhhh**

u always say dat she is selfish he is selfish,
tis person selfish dat person selfish,
and oso say dat im selfish,
ok i admit dat im selfish,
but im a lot better if compare wit u...
not only selfish,
greedy u r...
lol...
my very first time...
so sorry but still nid to tell u...
u always complain tis person never care for u,
dat person never tink for u,
but did u ever care for da person who truly cares and tink for u??
yea u care...
but u never tink for me...
when i trying to let u care me,
let u tink for me...
u juz ignore it...
after ignoring...
fine...
even scolded me...
wat the heck???!!!
y...
y u turned to be like tis???
or mayb...
u r like tis since da beginning...
is juz dat i didnt realize...
unrequited??
yea it is...
but at least...
not sadness dat i wan to get from u...
started to be numb...
and my heart is so empty...
everyday facing u like dat...
listening to all ur hurtful words...
for u it is not hurtful...
but for me...
it is...
da one who tells will never get hurt...
da one who hears always get hurt..
datz da fact...
but i know u couldnt control urself...
i will try to be understanding...
but is already "too" understanding i am..
and lol..
if u could control urself,
den i wouldnt be sad or moody like tis...
anyway..
numb...
wat u wan to say to me...
wat u wan to do to me...
juz go ahead...
since im already like tis...
not much diff...
and i oso cant avoid u from telling me all da hurtful things...
u wont uds me...
wont uds my feeling...
bcoz u never try to uds...
but kept saying dat i didnt uds...
i uds ur feeling even im not experiencing it...
but u never uds my feeling bcoz u will never get to experience it...
你是你, 我是我...

see...
worth anot???
everyone hate me so much rite now...
not hate..
juz...
wouldnt care me...
care my things...
since wat i say oso untrustworthy...