Saturday, April 18, 2009

emo??sad??heart broken...bleeds...empty... Friday, 17th April 2009

didnt reli sleep well on last nite...
look at da mirror while tying hair...
gosh...
my eyes...
swells like hell...
-____-|||
well...i didnt cry...
is juz dat i din sleep well for many days...
haizzz...
reli 犯贱...
-___-||| aiksssss
go to skool..
like a dead corpse...
no expression...
smart Pei Yee...
spotted my deadly face...
and kept asking me wat happened...
but i din answer her...
juz staring outside of da window...
is reli rare...
not rare...
is totally never happened in my life dat i din speak even a word for da whole morning at skool...
im more like a dead corpse...
dying~~~
haizzzzzzz....
sad like hell...
couldnt be told...
but is reli hard to keep tis mood until skool ends lar -___-||
as u know...
all my crappy crappy besties...
aishhhhh...
kept making fun there -___-||
especially tis Jing...
ppl flu lar...
den she at there ahem~~
tink dat i cry or wat -___-|||
ello~~~i dun cry at skool one ok??? -____-|||
i never do so disgraceful de thing in public ...
boh bian~~
i strong mar XD
after dat my mood turned bak to normal...
is reli hard to be "abnormal" infront of them lor...
hardest thing ever -__-|||


after skool they came to my house...
watch Quarantine sama sama...
wit da lights off and da air cond on...
but hor...
-____-||| i wondering is dat juz me who watching da movie har???
3 of them kept pressing their mobile...
press press press...
after pressing mobile...
den they take turns go sit infront of my com and start pressing da keyboard -___-|||
oiiiiiiii~~~
got scold by me liao > <
everything goes very well when watching da front part...
bcoz is quite sien...
until da part comes...
2 of them (Jing and SF) scream like ... -____-|||
i was sitting alone on da first sofa...
after dat all of them duno wat happened...
dat Jing ben lai sit on da second sofa wit SF de...
suddenly cum and stick wit me on da same sofa -___-|||
den tis Choi ben lai using computer one...
suddenly run to my sofa too -___-||
and they kept squeezing on my sofa...
aishhhhhhhhhhhhh....
and u know wat...my sofa is already spoiled one lar...
2 seat de sofa, but 3 person sitting...
more spoil lor...
alamak -____-|||
beh tahan... > <
dat movie is actually not dat scary nor horrifying...
but i found dat SF and Jing's 尖叫
声 made everything become scary -___-|||
especially tis Jing...
sit beside me...still scream until so "high pitch" -___-||
i still nid my ears de lehh~~~
reli beh tahan > <
even worse...
scream not enuff...
tis Jing cum and pinch my arm...
ouch~~~!!pain leh~~!!!
den Jing started to complain SF...
and u know wat -___-||
is actually "linked"
dat SF scare...she screamed and bite Jing...
den tis Jing felt pain and scream and pinch my arm -___-||||
aishhhhhhhh....
violent dao~~~
den Choi see Jing very cham...
so go and sit beside SF and let SF pinch+scratch = 肉体上的虐待...
LOL!!
den Choi reli very cham...
whole arm gone red...
and going to cry > <
i pity her...
switched place...
aiyooooooooooooo....
reli very pain yi xia de leh...
u know y??
she use her fingernails press hardly on ur arm while holding...
u say pain anot??
-____-||
until it swells...
so "nice" de scar...
got 4 red spot on my arm~~~ (macam 牙齿印)
lazy to take pic to prove hahahahaha
if not leh den suddenly go and slap ur lap -___-|||
and kept slapping da same part only de... -______-|||
and i juz know dat tis two gals kept screaming...
later my neighbour tot dat my house wat happened -____-||
luckily i closed all da windows and door hahahahaha XD
after finish watching me, Choi and Jing kept complaining SF...
said she very 变态 and 暴力... > <
yen wang~~~~
red dao~~~

after tuition...
after having my dinner...
haizzz...
came on9...
by reading ur personal msg...
knew dat she is alright adi...
juz realize dat how important she is???
gud....
and my turn to leave...
i know my position...
and oso know dat i am nth for u after she is bak...
juz a tool i am...
a temporary replacement i am....
is doesnt matter if i am there anot...
wat SF said is so true...
after some times they will still patch up...make up...
wat Jing scold me is so right...
i memang
犯贱...
me myself made myself become like tis...
didnt get enuff slumber...
swollen eyes...back pain...
made myself so suffer...
torture myself so much...
but i get nth at last...
juz wounds and hurts dat i get...
empty...
nth fill in my heart...
is broken...
and all da nice, sweets, goods and oso da most important thing ever,
my love...
flow away together wit my blood....
feeling-less...

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