Wednesday 31st December 2008

12AM+++

aiyooooooo
beh tahan -__-||
keep reboot until..
until i got so many chance to watch transporter 3...
hahahahhaa...
my leng zai Jason Statham...XD
he so yenggggg...XD
aiyoooo den after dat -__-||
my darling sot again...
Zzzzzzzzz
but i tink i more sot lor...
aiya nvm both oso sot de...
keep laughing there duno laugh wat -__-||
got so shy meh??hahahahahaha
but reli shy marrrrr **shy shy**
chat nicely at first...
chat dao half zhong fo jor....
she ....... again......
AISHHHHHHHHHHHHH
reli mad....
go off9....
after dat still couldnt bear -__-||
on9 sut gao her hahahhahaha
na li zhi dao sut sut xia bcome explaining there liao -___-|||
bian tai...
dun let ppl sleep....
keep asking those fei hua...
haizzzz boh huat...
she sot sot dei, dun wish to believe me hahahaha
-________-|||
most chi gek de thing dat she told me is..
she said she wont play hs5 anymore...
ask me dissolve guild pulak...
za dao -__-||
i got contribution quotient at there adi...
ask me dissolve guild -__-||
luckily i am so smart wakakkaka
juz RM10 dat i used on guy char -__-||
i guess dat would happen...
but reli very za dao...
boh huat lor....
darling mar...
say wat i oso hav to follow de lor -__-|||
if i dun follow she "lao gai" lor...
complain me say me tis and dat lagi -___-|||
after dat she oso fall asleep hahahhaa
luckily she got "liang xin" -__-||
know to wake up hahahahha
if not i will wait like mental gal again -__-|||
after dat talk to Jing on phone lor...
hahahah talk dao i so high...
aiyaa sampat de lar me -__-|||


9AM+++

aiyoooo...
so late sleep 7 early 8 early hav to wake up le haizzzz
-__-|||
went to Neway wit Choi...
hahaha first time go hang kai kai wit her one on one...
juz go out 1 on 1 wit lao po more...XD
but dat 3 hours..
sing dao wan die hahahhahaha
bcoz 2 person only -__-|||
all our songs...
no time to eat oso hahahahaha
den dat sei Choi -__-||
cute de lar her...
i order pasta mar...
den she said she dun wan eat de but i force he to order too...
later din eat again...
den hor she eating her thing de...
den her forks suddenly reach to my plate liao hahahahaha -__-||
den she said "ooo c yi xia tasty anot"
den i mar din care lor kept choosing song...
den after awhile i turn my head O___O
she sitting at my place,
eating my pasta liao...
za daoooooooooooooooo -___-||
tis Choi reli so naughty...
after dat somemore tell me "ur pasta reli tasty"
-__-|||
den finish my food...
her own food juz eat a few spoon...
-__-||
den i hav to help her to eat some of da french fried,
dun waste...
anyway foods in Neway is reli alot better than Redbox...
choices oso quite alot in Neway XD
prefer Neway...
but everytime when i go Neway da food sure canot finish -__-||
too many...
next time bring tupperware go da bao hahahahhahaha
den very cham de lar Neway...
hahahaha da remote control let me press dao boh battery...
den da mic let me sing dao boh battery oso...
hahahahahhaha
fun fun~~~~
everytime i go cheong K sure da mic let me cheong till boh batter de wor -__-||
duno y must be mine hahahahha
den we keep singing Karen Mok's "ai si ni" -__-||
qian qian hou hou,
sang for 5 times...
siao one hahahahha
i RAP dao so shuang at there...
den keep changing...
1st: i RAP she sing
2nd: she RAP i sing
den keep me and her like tis > <
den dat gal -__-||
say wan cut hair but din cut dao...
keep buying shirt...
until she bankrupt jor -__-||

7 early 8 early woke up adi...
-__-||
my neighbour's fault...
arghhhhhh....
renovate wat lar -____-|||
7 early 8 early at there drill tis drill dat...
ping ping pang pang...
ppl dun nid to sleep or wat???
u know is between 7 - 8 AM...
CRAZY!!!
-____-|||
den Choi came my house...
told her bout da monorail case for yesterday when on the way going bak home from KL...
hmmmmm ...
i had my seat...
but my mum standing beside me,
so i stood up and lend my seat to my mum...
and at da same time my mum spotted an old granny standing there...
so she decided to giv da place to da old granny...
im fine wit it ^^
is happy to c my mum is so kind...XD
hmmm while waiting for da monorail train to reach our platform...
i noticed dat da granny kept looking at other place...
so i look where she look and is another family...which is chinese too...
so i guess dat mayb is tis granny's family and i was reli disappointed wit their attitudes...
2 of their kids were having their seat....
while the mother of the kids sitting too...
only the dad standing....
and i was reli mad at them...
dun they feel ashame of themselves??
huh??!!!
NEVER RESPECT THE OLDER PERSON!!
u shud reli go bak and look into da mirror...
and go to check if ur heart is still pumping ???
if u dun wanna take care of ur mother/mother-in-law,
den pls dun bring her out...
and dump her there like tis....
wat a shame...
dun u felt disgrace??
dat u nid a stranger to lend da seat for ur mother/mother in law???!!!
HELLO???!!!
IS UR MOTHER OR MY MOTHER???!!
WHY I FELT LIKE WE TREATING HER IS BETTER THAN U TREATING HER???!!!
MOREOVER WE DUN EVEN KNOW HER!!!
JUZ A HAND DAT WE LEND TO HER!!
WAT IF SHE FALL INSIDE DA MONORAIL???!!!
DA MOTHER OF THE KIDS SHUD JUZ GO AND BANG DA WALL!!
BCOZ U R SITTING!!DA PROBLEM IS U R SITTING!!!
IS OK IF U LET DA KIDS SIT BUT Y R U SITTING TOO???!!!
R U A HANDICAP???!!! OR U ALREADY PARALYZED????
HOW CRUEL OF U LETTING UR OWN MOTHER/MOTHER IN LAW WHO OLDER THAN U ALOT TO STAND THERE???!!!
OMG!!
THEY R SO F**KING BULLSHIT!!!
reli mad...
mad of them...
Choi oso angry even she didnt watch da real case wit her own eyes....
they shud felt ashame on themselves....
i was bout to walk to them and slap both of them....
juz dat i not sure if they r da old granny's family....
after came out from da monorail train only know wat i guess is right....
god shud sentence tis kind of unfilial child...
ok end tis session,
if not da fire gonna burst out from my eyes -__-|||
and i will be blind LOL!!!
-__-||

hmmmmmm.....
nth special for today....
but after jog became narcissistic LOL!!!!
keep taking pic there -__-||
aishhhhhhh...
den when my dad came bak...
**yawn**
duno which vein of his goes wrong...
cum bak and tell me dat he will fetch me go out tomoro...
last nite den scold me like hell..
today den tell me he will fetch me...
reli duno wat he tinking...
everytime oso like dat...
after scolding me den transform to bcome another tender personality -__-||
i got no eye to c him lol...

ZZzzzzzzzzzzz

went to KL today...
aiiii...
so tired....
walk until wan die -__-|||
cum bak den headache...XD
-___-|||

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
at nite kena diu by my dad again...
reli beh tahan..
tis time din ask him fetch but still kena diu...
-_____-|||
koko wan go bak at 1st...
den i mar fast fast wan go cheong K b4 he go bak lar...
so my koko can fetch me...
den i wont kena scold mar -__-||
keep saying dat i wanna go celebrate new year eve...
sorry lor...
not at all lor...
if i go at 1st January mar ppl mountain ppl sea???
holiday wor????!!!
dat one more worse leh????!!!
den mar choose 31st lor...
30th Choi nid to work mar...
waliao...
keep diu me non stop there...
sumore ask me ask until so loud y must i choose 31st...
i asked "den which date i shud choose???"
den he said "any date"
any date mar kena diu lor...
wats da difference??
oso nid to diu by u ...
if not bcoz of u i wont choose dat date lor...
scare kena diu mar...
mar hav to choose da date when my koko is here...
reli TMD ...

27th(night) - 28th December 2008 (2AM++)

went to lao po house play electric guitar...
weeeeee long time din play liao...
miss it XD
today duno wat happen...
like...
very boh mood -__-|||
den go play hs5 my keep complain me lol...
i oso duno y i keep miss da keys -__-|||
dreaming there...lol
she say i stim stim -__-||
talk to me but i din reply...
when i reply i reply other thing...
hahahahahhaha
complain say i not concentrate > <
aikssss i oso duno y ....

lol...
kena seduce by da videossss -___-|||
omg...
reli so long dat i din watch adi hahahaha
watch again today...at bout 12+++AM
reli nice time to watch these hahahaha...
dun care me -__-||
endorphine exploded again lol
watch dao blur blur + high high dei XD
den at there luan jiang hua -__-||
Jing almost let me gek sei hahahahha
fun fun fun XD
den keep watching until sot jor -__-||
but...
reli nice to watch mar...
luv to hear them gasp XD
after watching den at there "hu si luan xiang" liao -__-||
sei for...> <
xiang oso xiang wit da right person mar -__-|||
reli...
boh sak ke liao -__-||
sei lorrrrr i mou yok gao jorrrr hahahahhahaha
-___-|| start to bcome abnormal liao lol....
aiyaaaa anything...
duno da whole nite zomok de XD

haizzz juz right b4 going to bed -__-||
my excitation kena ruined by her...
ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
no eye c...
reli no eye c...
terus tell her i wan sleep bcoz i very sleepy....
hahahahahha
da next day wat??swollen eyes lor...
ppl wan bring tis high high dei geh mood go to bed oso canot...
duno wat the hell is wrong wit them...
must make dao i very down only happy izzit???
LOL!!! bian tai....
so nan de tonite i so excited...
like dat oso dun let me keep it...-___-|||
sad sia T____T
let me ha-ha-py-py go sleep u will die meh???!!!
i know u very syok...
TMD....
u wait...U WAIT!!
today i read a mail talking bout "da thing u did to others will comes bak to u"
wait lar u...
dun so "dak chek"....
reli TMD.....
at there so shuang...hmmph!!!
c lar...u c....ur retribution is coming....
dun cry there find me when it comes i tell u....

爱 (credit : somewhere from d internet)

人们常说。。。
被爱是幸福的，
而去爱是痛苦的。。。
其实并不时他们所想的那样。。。
被一个你不爱的人爱你，
你会觉得幸福吗？？
你也不会感到开心。。。
去爱一个你爱的人，
永远都是幸福的。。。
就算他不爱你，
但你还是觉得幸福因为可以为你爱的人付出。。。
傻？？
对别人而言，他们是傻瓜。。。
但对他们而言，
可以为自己所爱的付出，
是一件多么幸福的事。。。
可是被“傻瓜”所爱的人，
却不懂得珍惜，
也不想去信任他们。。。
等到有那一天，
被爱的被他们所爱的抛弃，
这时，他们才会想起爱他们的那个“傻瓜”。。。
这世界就是这样。。。
人，全都是这样。。。

We make them cry who care for us...
We cry for those who never care for us...
And we care for those who never cry for us...

很奇妙？？
但这是事实。。。

不求回报的为你付出，
被你说我做作，很假。。。
因为你觉得这是不可能发生在你身上的。。。
所以你宁愿选择不信任我，
也不要去相信那是事实。。。
为了讨到你的信任，
我什么都去做。。。
却被你说我一次又一次的伤害你。。。
因为你觉得我对你所说的，
对你的承诺，
全都是假的。。。
尽量去满足你的需求，
有时你说我对你太好，
有时你为了他，
说我很没良心。。。
何来的没良心？？
如果我真的是那么没良心，
我就不会忍着痛的把你交给他，
之后还要忍着痛的看着你们相亲相爱。。。
痛苦并不是把你交给他，
因为我知道我做的这一个决定是对的，
为什么？因为我知道我不能给你的，他都能。。。
而却那时我也知道，你们是彼此喜欢的。。。
我不可以因为我自己而不帮他把你给劝回来。。。
不想变得自私，为了你的幸福，我把你 indirectly 交了给他。。。
也成全了你们。。。
痛苦的是，
为了不让你伤心，
我被迫留下来，
被迫看着你们怎样过日子，
却不能告诉任何人我对你的爱有多深。。。
你也无心伤害我。。。
因为你并不知道我有多么的爱你。。。
曾经想过想要离开你，但我却做不到。。。
曾经想过要狠心的对待你们俩，却也做不到。。。
才知道原来我是那么的无能。。。
因为我知道在你心里我有一定的位置。。。
如果我离开你，你会很伤心。。。
试着想把你给忘了，我做不到。。。
试着想去爱别人，但心里还藏有你的影子。。。
很痛苦，很痛心，每晚都哭不停。。。
直到有一天，
我终于忍不住，
把事情的真相全都告诉了你。。。
一开始，你很惊讶，也很害羞。。。
过了一会儿，
你恢复正常，告诉我你其实并没有被吓倒因为你也曾经喜欢过我。。。
那又如何？
你现在已属于他了。。。
你骂我。。。
为什么不早点告诉你。。。
那是因为我害怕会失去你，
我想保持像以前一样，
和你有说有笑。。。
因为太爱你，
所以不想失去你，
想永远的把你留在我身旁。。。
后来。。。
这也变成过去。。。
我们并没有像以前那样的“真实”了。。
没有像以前那样甜蜜。。。
有一天我问你为什么我们会变得这样？
你说是因为我的谎话。。。
我的虚言。。。
让你和我一样也一起带上了面具。。。
其实从以前到现在，
我对你都还一样，从未变过。。。
你和他虽然每天都在吵架。。。
可是我看得出来，你真的好爱他。。。
无论发生了什么事情，无论他对你做了什么错事。。。
你都会歉疚他。。。
依然那么爱他。。。
有时你会跑来告诉我你怎样坏的对待他。。。
其实一切都只是表面。。。。。
你只想讽刺。。。
愚蠢的我还把我们的回忆记在心里，
然而你，和别人都已记不起来。。。
痴情的我依然还是爱着你，
从不变心。。。
你却把我的爱当着是笑话。。。
值得吗？
没办法。。。
我就是只爱你一个。。。
你是我人身中第一个所爱的人，
也是我人身中的最后一个。。。
我再也找不到这“爱“的感觉了。。。
流血的心灵就这样一直跟随着我。。。
我永远就只爱你一个。。。
只有你。。。
就只有你。。。
我真的无法在别人身上找到“爱”了。。。
无论我多努力的去尝试，去逼迫自己。。。
对我来说你是世界上最好的，最完美的一个，独一无二，天下无双。。。
无论别人再怎样优秀，长得再怎样好看，声音再怎样甜美，性格再怎样的好。。。
对我来说，他们全都比不上你。。。
因为。。。
我爱你。。。
爱到可以为你做任何事，
我可以为了你死。。。
但。。。
你相信吗？？
很遗憾。。。
你把我对你说过的那番话给当成笑话。。。
我这世人就只爱你一个。。。
别的我都不要。。。
得不到你，
我宁可不爱。。。

我给的爱。。。从不回来。。。

Merry Xmas!!!!

first of all...
MERRY XMAS!!!
WEEEEEEEEe...
i get angpau for my xmas gift -__-||
in da socks...
LOL!!!
funny rite??
reli is a angpau leh -__-||
got money of coz...
RM60 nia..
happy...
mama say she giv one -__-||
yea lor sure is like dat...
papa every year only giv RM10 or RM20...
kiam siap -__-|||

den went out for breakfast...
after reach home keep doing fashion show for my mami c -__-||
keep trying on those old clothes hahahahahahahaha...
sampat de lar -___-||

hmmmmm while my darling in da class...
she on9...
saw my display picture on msn...
da one i holding my bao bei lol..
she "zhong for" liao...
at there sarcastic -___-|||
alamak so many ppl jealous wit me today...
wan die....-___-|||
again her vein sot jor -___-||
tell me dat she wanna c me...
at first i tot she said wanna c me in hs5...
den she said "aishhh who wanna c da fake one lar..i wan to c in reality"
-___-||
wan me show her on cam pulak..
den i said "wahhh later every one in da class saw me "
wahahahahha XD
den i bcum famous liao XD

chat chat chat...
still ok de...
sms sms...
still ok de...
sudenly...
haizzzz duno i shud happy or sad nia -__-||
LOL!! stupid ar still happy???
-___-||
heart got break boh???
break half liao lor..
but still not dat serious lar...
hahahahahaha..
duno how shud i react in da sms...
if i mind...
den it shows like...
im not understanding...
if i dun mind...
it shows like...
i dun care " "....
-____-|||
haizzz...
i tot i wont feel any sadness...
but duno y...
suddenly...
felt numb...
duno how shud i reply....
tears....
not flowing out...
but warning me dat...
it is going to flow out...
outside is raining suddenly...
i tot is a gud weather for today...
as " " said.....
after awhile....
da conversation between us...
ends....
is dat i reli mind bout dat???
is dat i reli so care " " ???
i care " " ????
do i???
i duno too...
mayb???
or is bcoz of myself???
only i felt sad???
or is bcoz of " " ???
lol my bao bei's sixth sense reli gud -_-||
once i "haiz"
den she asked "y u so sad???"
lol i was like O___O omg how she knows???
did i do it so obvious????
but...
i dun wish to tell anyone ...
but...
reli felt so hard....
cant tell anyone...
no matter wat happened....
hav to hide...
for tis coming half year???
haizzzz...
juz bcoz of "disgrace" and im so afraid???
y????
im reli afraid of "disgrace"...
reli.....
i shud save face...????
im still confuse wit my own feeling....
is i care bcoz of wat " " told me???
or is bcoz i tink dat y am i so pitiful??
is which feeling??
or it comes together at the same time???
i duno...
reli duno....
but i know...
i cant blame " " for dat....
and shudnt...
bcoz...
i experienced dat b4...
and i shud know how " " feels....
i shud be understanding....
shud help " " to recover too....
and oso bcoz...
there r still a person....
i hav been...
waiting for...
so long.......
a year??
yea.....
more than a year....

Xmas eve (Wednesday, 24th December 2008)

sad lar hahahaha
celebrate alone at home...
no lar...
juz dat i dun like to stuck in crowds...
phobia -__-||
afraid of ppl on da street hahahaha


hahahaha early in the morning den cycle to 7-11 to buy mol points...
sleep until blur blur @.@
wake up reli O___O
cycle+walk to there....
so cold leh early in da morning hahahahaha
den go to da counter said "mol point"
dat cashier looking at me... like ??????
den i oso ?????
den he said "RM10??"
den i said "uhm"
-__-||
lol i forget to tell how much i wan LOL!!!
den cycle bak...
my mum got shock to c i wake by myself tis early -__-||
it never happens b4 hahahahahaha
tis time i wont press wrong anymore -__-||
and "safely" sent to my bao bei adi...
da cloths dat she wan....
den i got a mail from her...


at nite my ah jie called me...
hahahahhaha....
having fun to talk to her on phone...
until dun wanna hang up adi -__-||
den my darling on9 in da class...
hmmmm duno wat the hell is wrong is us lol...
miss each other too much...> <
den after dat she off9 and while waiting her to reach home..
(it takes long time bcoz she nid to go out for dinner somemore -__-||)
called my lao po and talk to her for quite some times...
XD until my bro came bak and until he wanna use da phone only i hang wit her...
we din reli talk though...
juz keep being "mute" there lol....
den my bao bei complain dat she very sien in hs5...
so i went in to acc her lor...
hahahaha den she kept asking me to change into da sexy christmas outfits dat she gave...
after changing she gone crazy or wat -__-||
at da map of highstreet5 keep saying dat im very leng zai -___-||
repeat typing da same sentence lol...
anyway... is in da game lar -__-||
not reality LOL!!

hmmmm tis is how i looks like wit dat outfit -------->


lol is undeniable dat i am reli cool+sexy+handsome......add another sentence...
in da game....
HAHAHAHAHAHA...
-__-||
den after dat both me and my bao bei keep screen shotting like orang gila...XD



anyhow...
is juz screenshot...
dun tink too much for dat -__-|||
den after awhile she duno afk or wat...
she told me dat she wanna reply msg ask me to wait...
so i run around on the map and keep screen shotting again XD

pirated titanic XD ----->


me and my darling's favorite, eiffel tower----->


hahahaha nice scene XD


after she finish reply msg...
we again start screen shotting liao lol....


dat guy reli "jor deng"....


keep blocking -__-||| romantic scene ruined by him...


hold her and walk to da "beach" XD ---->


reach da beach ----->







hahahahaha dun tink too much again...
alto is reli romantic XD

hmmmmm den...
my darling came on9....
suddenly...
duno which vein of her gone crazy lol....
suddenly tell me dat she miss me -__-||
and wanna hear me..
i was like OMG??? O___O
den juz on mic wit her...
lol we dun usually talk...
too shy....XD
juz kept laughing there -__-||
and being shy...
if not den being mute lol...
i kept imitating her hahahaha
reli fun....
miss her voice....
so long dat she didnt talk to me thru mic...
is not reli long...
a month ago i tink???
sweet of her...
but she is bzy printing out her hw ....
aiksssss
after da call dropped...
didnt know wat was going on wit her adi...
she oso didnt reply me...
wait until almost fall asleep...
so sleepy...
until my eyeball very pain and i told her dat im going...
and she said she is on call wit jean...
hmmmm...
den i went to sleep....
the end....XD

Tuesday, 23th December 2008

sick like hell today...
having flu...
T_____T
im dying....
wake at 1pm let mami scold like hell hahahaha
went to on hs5 for awhile...
got a mail ????
hmmmm from whom???
GOSH!!! is a xmas gift from my bao bei!!!
da shirt dat i told her i like which looks sexy...
OMG???!!!
am i dreaming??
lol she bought it for me....

thing dat i promised her...
i will buy her da skirt foreva...
but i never top up...
due to my financial problem...
but she already send me...
and i dun wish to break promise...
so i asked my bro to buy mol points bak...

den bout 4pm like that go to sleep...
sleeping for da whole day -__-||
anyway im not reli sleeping...
juz resting...
30% awake LOL
bout 5pm+++ like dat...
da door of my koko's room opened....
someone came in...
a warm hand...
touched my forehead...
even i closed my eyes...
but i knew...
is my mum who touched my forehead ^^
to c whether i having fever or not...
i can smell da scent of hers....
a warm and comfortable scent...
a natural scent of mother's ???
i smiled after she went out...
is a sweet feeling....XD
aishhh rou ma lar...
goosebump adi > <
recovered from flu after had a long sleep....
hmmmm my sifu sick too...
lol so many ppl sick...

den at nite...
while going to spend da points...
who knows...
stupid me -__-||
i shud hav press "send" and not purchase...
after dat wat???
wasted 200 points...
bout RM10...
omg...reli...sam tong....
den nid to buy mol points again haizzzz....
so i tell her dat da next day i will buy mol points again...
actually she told me dat she wanna buy me dat shirt right after i tell her i like it...
but i rejected her...
and say dat is better if she spend da money on her dear rather than me...
hahahahaha still fun for tonite...
she kept saying dat wanna throw me down to da sea -__-|| (in hs5)




mayb canot c clearly..
she said "i wan throw u down!!!!QU SI BAH!!!"
ask me go die pulak -__-||



LOL!!!! FUNNY larrrrrr hahahahahahahaha
den haven finish screenshot de leh -__-||
her koko come bak ask her to be fast....
he wan use com...den she juz off like dat...
after dat she sent me a sms...
funny...
in da sms she said
"my bro beside me...keep say lai lai kuai dian kuai dian...throw u down can liao lol...tomoro throw again..."
za daooooooooo
-___-||
funny lar XD

Weeeeeeeeeee ^o^

hmmmm duno is tis a true one???
or juz a dream??
hope u would reli respect me...
hope u luv me bcoz u reli luv me...
and not bcoz of any other things....
hope u nid me bcoz u luv me...
and not luv me bcoz u nid me...

hmmmm someone is in hot water rite now....
broke promises again hmmmm
reli felt ashamed of her....
i somemore help her...
and said dat i can be her witness...
she so confident dat she wont break promise again who knows...
juz one day past...
and she broke it again..
reli LOL!!!
somemore keep finding excuses...
talk bout her reli make me hot only lol


hahahahaha
wat im frustrated wit so long...
already been settle XD
happy happy...
hope dat thing will reminds u bout me...
and hope u will trust me from now on...
im not faking anything...
and wont be faking anything anymore...
i will be true wit u...
as u asked me to...
anyway...
i reli never fake wit those comments...
i duno y would u tink dat im faking it...
juz bcoz i commented until too perfect??
im sorry if it reli sounds exaggerated -___-||
i cant help it...
i am so sweet mouth wat **shy**
wat to do?? **shy**
im sorry for wat i had done and oso sorry for all my words which made u felt insecure...
mianhae....
kor tod na....
believe wat u seeing rite now...
is already wit u...
and is already on ur hand...
u touched it..
u felt it...
and u owned it too....
im bankrupt after all...
but im reli happy dat u treasure it....
dun ask me silly question anymore ok??
no more silly question...
kept asking me "u reli luv me?"
lol...
aishhh ask again i will slap u ar -__-||
if i dun...
IF I DUN!!
anyway i told u adi...
lol and i write here u oso wont get to read foreva XD
so...
juz forget it...
wahahahahahaha....
and today...
i knew...
is not a "waste"...
but is worth to spent on u...^^

-__-|| waliaoo

shes reli so...
-____-|||
so talented... -__-
change reli fast...
tis morning suddenly so nice....
sampat sia -__-||
duno how shud i describe her...
reli is 一时一样，"异男异女 , 雌雄不变" XD
aiya anything lar -__-||
she can change faster than transformer...
can be so flirty in a sudden -__-||
and can miss me for nth...
reli beh tahan...
boh huat lorrrr
my char in hs5 is too attractive mar XD
so leng zai...
c liao tiger oso will turn to be soft and tender XD
ahem...
a lil' exaggerated...
but still true -______-|||

-___-||

juz a simple question do everything...
is it so hard to ask me even a simple question???
u will die if u ask??
or ur money will be lose??
displaying big big there...
is obviously for u to c...
and hinting u smth...
but u juz never care...
somemore cum and scold me...
from last nite already like dat...
rather to watch movie than caring me...
today???
rather to play game than asking me....
wats wrong wit u???
how u change dat fast???
caring for someday
and being so sarcastic for someday...
and say dat im sarcastic??
is not sarcastic...
i duno y u will take my words as "sarcastic"
end..
i got nth to say

Monday 8th December 2008 am i reli so worse??!

woke up late...
bcoz sleep "toooooo early" on last nite...
5am...
only sleep -___-||
pulling by 2 mental gal...
and suddenly get scold by jean "stupid" -__-||
i was bout to tell her dat i stay until so late is not for her to scold me "stupid"
start to feel dat my back is hurting on d other day...
wondering y....
cant reli move smoothly...
at bout 6pm++ den we heading to PJ for dinner together wit our childhood family...
reach there after half an hour...
and wait the rich family to reach for more than 1 hour...
boh huat...
ppl rich mar...
so we hav to wait for them...
is a great dinner...
but i juz got no appetite to eat...


is...
such a great day actually...
but everything has ending...
n my day ends when da truth is been told....
but it comes bak after dat...
but finally...
still ends wit a prove....
sleepy...
is dat an excuse???
or is da real feeling???
da mood of my day is....
from happy to excited, excited to worry, worry to sad...
i trying so hard to get out of my sad world...
but is still...
fail...
and i still hav to go bak to my sad world at last...
and oso stay bak at my darling's side...
at tis time..
i would tell...
"my darling is da best"
but...
duno is she cant feel again or my emo made her misuds me...
even i tell her im crying...
she still could reply me tis "i dun tink so..."
-____-||
isn't it funny??
dat even tis...
still no one believe...
am i untrustworthy until such lvl??
so i said "if u dun believe i can show u on cam"
and she remain silent....
is dat she dun wish to face da truth dat im not lying all da time??
or she duno wat to do when she sees me???
is such a gud question...
frowning...
bearing...
and finally...
da tears still burst out...
and she is so steady continue her movie...
so...
wat for to stay somemore???
lets get onto da bed....
is nicer to hug my snoopy than sitting there waiting for nth...
since there r no ppl would care if i am sad or not...
and lastly...
i would wan to ask a question...
am i reli so worse+sucks???

Choi's bday : Thursday, 4th December 2008

went to Redbox today to celebrate Choi's bday...
wakakakaka...
sing until..
nonono is "shout" until my voice gone -___-|||
hmmmm is not really fun...
we have too short time for singing...
just keep "passing through" all the songs -_-
and pity Jing...
lol...
she sang for a few songs only 1 hour before it ends...
Redbox's quality reli sucks -__-||
prefer Neway XD
can fast forward some more XD
unlike Redbox...
u will fall asleep while waiting for da next song to be play..
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
some more some of da songs dat we wan is not in da list -__-||
aishhhhh....
my "qian nian zi lian" ~~~~~~
but stil ok lar...
den after dat,
Choi go Snips cut hair lor....
**yawn**
den me and lao po "zhao lou" XD
left Jing there acc her...
when we go bak...
more sien...
Choi's hairstylist so bzy...
-__-||
one person manage 3 customers...XD
keep walking around....
and left us at there waiting ZZzzzzzzz
but is undeniable dat she is reli a "professional stylist"
Choi's hair is so damn super hyper extremely yengggggggggggggg
i keep saying "omgggg u so handsome" after she cut her hair...
and keep taking photos like mad LOL!!!
well..i know im so crazy... **shy shy**







yeng daooooooooooooooooo....
lol den Jing was like...
dun wan to walk wit them hahahaha...
later misuds by others dat she is one of their gf XD
i tink she prefer to walk wit me -__-||
she keep sticking wit me...
well...to be honest...
im oso half TB XD
juz dat i didnt cut my hair wakakakaka...
afteri cut den we will become da TB gang at skool n in class...
more funny is...
when we came out from da toilet...
some ppl kept looking at her...
duno is bcoz she is too handsome or they wondering she is male or female XD
den i keep flattering Choi in da restaurant...
especially when lao po say "u c dat guy's hair so handsome"
den i said "chehhhh how can u compare him wit Choi??Choi is alot more handsome than him lar"
XD wakakakakaka
den suddenly a call from my dad ruined everything (while we r in Wong Kok restaurant)
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz
he say he is coming to fetch us...
and i say dat we r not done yet...
eating....
den wat some more???
got scold lar of coz....
scold until "gou xue ling tou" ZZZZzzzzz
den i juz kept quiet for da whole call -___-|||
after dat no mood adi...
already tell him we will take taxi bak home...
but he still keep nagging...
ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
said like he is da taxi driver or da one who pay for da fees...
planned to let da taxi driver drop us at somewhere near their house...
and ask my dad to fetch me bak home...
but after considering for awhile...
better dun...
sure let him scold...
so i walk bak home...
who knows...
walk bak home still let him scold...
ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
reli so...
unreasonable....
is reli non of his business...
he din even get stuck by traffic jam...
i duno wat da hell he scold for....
keep saying dat im not punctual and all...
hey!
compare me wit ur son,
im much more punctual than him...
ZZZzzzzzzzz
never c u scold him when he is late...
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
is not i dun wanna be punctual..
is da time on my watch or phone is showing 4.30pm...
how would i know ur time is so fast???
and im so certain wit my speed in eating...
10 mins finish...
so y not???
ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
late den late so wat???!!
we can take taxi bak wat...
ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
den run into my room as fast as i could...
ZZZzzzzzzzzzz still scolding at outside...
dun feel like wan to get out from my room....
ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
reli so annoying...
once i step out den he start talking bout it again...
wont he be bored wit it???
reli ruined my mood...


but after dat my mood getting better adi...
my Darling on9 ^^
first time c she so caring...lol
(or mayb i shud say is da first time she care me until keep asking and keep scolding there lol eh?but i shudnt say dat bcoz almost everytime she oso keep scolding..juz dat she din keep asking bout wats going on....)
mayb she ate wrong smth or wat...
she never be so caring b4...
asking me wat happen until so details....
reli....
**LOVE**
hehehehe...
den i tink is worth adi...
and i oso stop my "consideration" for dat gift....
den show me on cam ^^
wowwww kikikiki
rak ter~~~
well...
i know i looks like a dead corpse juz now -___-|||
da hair so messy...lol...
well...
now im more afraid if da size isnt suit -___-||
den i will be wasting my savings...
i will chant for dat dun worry LOL

Tuesday, 2nd December 2008

lol
so lol lar today...
went to Choi's house...
**yawn**
go there do wat?
drink lor...
drink wat??
alcohol lor...
wat kind of alcohol???
vodka lor...
har??vodka only???
vodka+7up lor...XD
-___-||||
den wat happen?
i drunk lor...
den wat i did??
start laughing like mad.... -___-|||
and lay on da sofa...
after i drunk...
another person drunk oso lol..
my lao po...
ZZZzzzz drunk liao den everything "chuan bang" liao -_-
ask me dun tell..
sendiri tell out everything...
so lol de lar her...
den she so drunk...
drunk dao siao liao...
luan luan kiss ppl -__-|||
at first Choi kena rape...
den Jing...
but wakakkakaka...
she fail to rape me...
but at last...
kena rape too -_-||
bcoz i fail to resist wit her LOL
T____T sad sia...
kena rape...
lol...no rape lar aishhh..
juz kiss my face..
i counted too...
4 times -_-||
lol but still ok...
she planned to kiss me on my lips -__-||
but i push her away...
so...
wahahahahhaha kena face only...
blekkkkkk :P
first kiss very "expensive" de leh....
canot luan luan giv...
**shy** XD
wan c Jing kena rape de look??
lol...
check tis out!!!


wakakakakkaka
if Jing saw these sure scold me again...
say i post everywhere...
scandal scandal LOL!!!
blekkkkkkkkk
den when walking bak home...
ya allahhhhhhhhh
dat SF....
duno real drunk or wat -__-
keep shouting on the street like orang gila...
den ppl at there keep staring at us -_-||
alamak...
den i keep teling jing "ur fren arr....i duno her deeee "
den she walk like mabuk lor...
but when got sms...
-__- so normal bak...
can walk herself...
*vomit blood*
let her gek sei....


den go bak home...
i oso dizzy dizzy...
headache after drunk...@.@
reach home bout 6pm++++
on9 saw Zong...
O_____O
not go class meh???y at here on9????!!!
and i rmb i send her off9 msg b4 i go to Choi's house...
her status is "online" but din reply my off9 msg???
qi guai????
den i talk to her...
she din reply me at all...
until bout 8.30pm++
she gone off9 O____O
weird sia....
den about 10pm i sms her as she wish ...
oso as i wish lar lol....
den 10++++++ about 11 i go hs5...
**broom brooom**
saw her name on9 in my interact...
den i pm her...

me : "uuuuuu u u uu "
she: "why?"
me: "y r u here???!!"
she: "why cant i be here?"
me: "u r not in da class????"
she: "ya"
she: "dun disturb na...im busy"

.............
lol....
from da way she talk...
so LOL...
already know is not her....
jean ohhhh jeannn lol
u tink im dumb?stupid?foolish?idiot?
i dun wan say anything...
den saw her location in paramount 4...
was about to go there look at dat "funny" ppl...
when reach map...
suddenly she pm me...

she: "joey,u there??"
me: "yea.."
she: "sorry..im jean"
me: "lol i know...i tot u not going to admit"

LOL!!!
funny sia...
i keep laughing after i found out dat is not Zong...
duno wats her intention...
and hello???!!jean??!!
im joey..
u know?
joey lim??
joey lim joe ee???
alto im not anyone for her...
alto we never meet in reality...
alto i looks stupid...
alto i didnt do wat u "do" wit her...lol
but still...
i knew her longer than u...
alto juz longer than u 1 month++
but...
im her mind reader...
as always...
so....
wanna disguise my darling??!!
wanna fool me???!!!
so easy ar???
if so easy den im not joey adi...
and if it is reli so easy den she isnt my darling lol...
if our soul are not connected...
if im not dat smart (thick skin again lol)
if she isnt in my heart...
i already off hs5...
and angry wit her lol...
and den on d other day she will be so innocent get scold by me without knowing anything....
luckily...
LUCKILY!!
LOL!!!!
wanted to leave her off9 msg at msn...
but ZZzzzzz
i felt insecure adi....
mana tau later jean sign in her acc again lol...
den i juz wait her to be on9...
wait wait wait...
sms sms sms...
wait wait wait...
wait until 2am oso haven cum...
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
suak...
i go sleep den...
but...
couldnt sleep well da whole nite....
sleep wake sleep wake like dat....
not like sleeping oso....
haizzzz...
keep tinking tinking and tinking until no nid sleep adi...
**yawn**
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz