100320 Super Show 2 Malaysia Part3 (Fancams!!!)

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for this, i focus whoever too because...
sungmin's back is facing me T.T
GOSH! sit the wrong place -.-



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well... i guess i'm focusing whoever that spins facing here? XD
but still, Min bias XD



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donghae is so cute when he did the head movement, while sticking his tongue out XD




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Omo...
he is so cute when he's playing with the little torch light given by fans XD
and he is like, addicted with it...
kept playing for the entire concert after this -.-



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**squeal** KYUMIN moment!! XD
awww Min is tying the rose on Kyu's wrist XD

LOL at the Min-hips-sway XD
he's really... aishhh




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LMAO!! eunhyuk is really funny, my friend kept laughing when he imitate the toy giggling XD

100320 Super Show 2 Malaysia Part2 (Fancams!!!)

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siwon's seductive dance XD
kyu's moonwalk is kinda stuck XD
and...**cough** **palm face**
remember to low down your volume when you heard "Danhobak, Sungmin"...
yea, is me who screaming LOL!!!
and shindong is really funny!!!!
"MALAYSIA~~!!"" **waving** so cute of him...
our leader-shi is really cute XD
doing that dance...i
is kinda from H.O.T's Candy?



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for this,
i focus whoever i felt like focusing or near us XD

LOL at the ShiEunHae XD




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watch the one in youtube first as a preview XD
i put lots of comments and warnings in the annotation...
so.... that's why...

this is beautiful...
and again, so sorry, my camcorder doesn't seems to be working with the VCR there -.-
light effect i guess...

Big Five Test Results

my Big Five Test Results XD
almost very accurate -___-||

Big Five Test Results

Extroversion (56%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. Accommodation (78%) high which suggests you are overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense too often of your own individual development (martyr complex). Orderliness (48%) medium which suggests you are moderately organized, structured, and self controlled while still remaining flexible, varied, and fun. Emotional Stability (42%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Inquisitiveness (42%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly small minded, traditional, and conventional at the expense of intellectual curiousity, possibility, and progress.

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100320 Super Show 2 Malaysia Part1 (Fancams!!!)

Super Show 2 in Malaysia, outside the stadium , fans lining up at the entrance...


Super Show 2 in Malaysia stage XD


Super Show2 t-shirt that i bought...
is so damn expensive T____T
RM120 = 1 set, included t-shirt and a flag


my room, beside my bed XD
full with Min and cowie XD


well..
i didn't bring my sucks camera a long...
but i successfully sneak in my camcorder... (REAL DANGEROUS!!)
unnie ar, you must borrow good cam from your friends too and bring Min back ok???
i will pray for you not to get caught by the security XD


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i miss to record the front part where both sungmin and siwon start to dance "SEXILY"!! GRRRrrrr~~

siwon is like...skinship-ing everywhere XD


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ryeowook came out from our side,
and he is kinda got pull by the fans there LOL...
so cute of him XD

and so sorry for the extreme shakiness ...
my first time been in concert, first time meet sj, first time fancam-ing XD
that's why...and i'm screaming my lungs out, couldn't focus to record XD
especially when Min jumps over XD



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the quality is quite blurry after uploaded into youtube,
so, is better to watch the actual one XD

really sorry for the extreme shakiness -.-
i'm standing and need to tip toe so....



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sorry for my scream LOL
i'm just...out of control **palm face**
especially when Min singing XD
**palm face again**

My birthday gifts (?) + SuJu's 3jib Asia Special Edition

well...
i shouldn't be posting this first because i haven't meet Choi yet...
wondering what will she give me...

for Jing...
she paid RM10 for what i ate at Sushi King...
but then the foods that i ate cost me RM26++ XD
so i still need to pay RM16 myself -___-|||
such a sad news that i even pay extra RM10 because ....
someone didn't pay enough for what they ate...

first of all, my birthday cake XD
low fat birthday cake to be exact -___-|||


3jib that i bought...
as a birthday gift for myself?? XD
is expensive O__O
RM74.50
luckily, with my Popular card, i get 10% discount XD


is imported from Hong Kong if i'm not mistaken...
Sorry Sorry album, Asia Special Edition XD
and yea, it is silver in colour XD


but then my Nikon just wouldn't get the colour right -___-|||


Min's legs XD


the CD + DVD ...


Hyuk's head+body...


Min's legs again XD
really proud of him...


as you all know...
i'm Min bias...
so lazy to snap all the 13 members ,
so i only took photo of him... ^^


closer look?



and then this...
916 Gold, J alphabet (real one ok? )
given to me by my childhood's friend mum...
her mum is also my parents's friends...
and yea, they are rich XD


didn't mean to help Poh Kong advertise XD




wouldn't state the price although the receipt is with me XD
(because i didn't want people to rob me or kidnap me...no! i do not have money T__T )
which means i know the price O_O
and i can tell you that...
is real expensive for such a small alphabet...
it is just the size of my finger tip O__O
but then my fingers are bigger than normal teen girls XD

why am i so pathetic??!! + what a month/year??

my year...
my 18th....
my month...
everything just sucks...
except for the super show2, everything just sucks...

i'm so blue...
so so blue....
and even blue when i got my result...
it is not what i expected it to be...
really...terrible...
what can i do?

how do you feel when your friends doesn't act like they are your friends?
should i be crying over myself that i'm so pathetic or crying over my friends that they dump me and didn't care for me?
not even a tiny bit?
this is exactly what i encountered...

i beg my Sifu to come back back on 13th March from Singapore 2 months earlier....
maybe even earlier that i do not remember...
because i know..
no, i KNEW that this would happen...
as i said before, my instinct never tell me the wrong thing....

i'm so so wrong when i think that Choi is the most reliable one...
that i counted on her a lot...
yea, she, indeed reliable when she isn't in any relationship...
but things just changed when she is in a relationship..
and how unlucky i am that she just started with one few days ago?
when my birthday is just after a day?
she gave us an acceptable answer at the first place that she need to accompany her mum...
but then...
lol....
how funny that she is that kind of spill-everything-out-before-think person...
and yea, she spilled everything out about why she is not coming to celebrate with me...
a really worse reason...
the worst ever....
if you are curious about it, i can hint you that it is absolutely about her relationship...
and she only found herself doing the wrong thing when SF scolded her...
she never be like this...
never ever...
at least, to me that she never...
she care her friends a lot...
really a lot...
at least, to me that she cares a lot...
but then she is just showing me directly that i'm wrong...
hilarious...
perhaps...
i spoilt her...
pamper her too much...
i should have return the ring to her lover.... lol...
because i found it useless on me...now...just....

for Jing???
i counted on her a lot too...
because she came to apologize to me earlier that she can't afford any gift for me anymore...
she's broke...
well, that actually doesn't matter to me...
i am happy as long as they are by my side...
so, i told her the same...
and she insisted that it is different for this year as i turn to 18th,
is my 18th birthday, so it is important...
yea...
who knows....
when i ask her anything about the celebration...
a "sweet" and simple sentence that she would answer me, for every question...
"i don't know"
"maybe?"
"i don't know"
she's the one who tell me how important the birthday is....
18th....
and she is the one who doesn't give a f**k about it...
didn't even bother even today is the last day of planning...
even brilliant answer when i ask her is she going for tomorrow...
"got influence u ?"
the best answer ever...

they just didn't know how much i love them....
they didn't know that the money, time and care that i spent on them is even more than my family....
and now they are doing these to me...
do i deserve this????
no, is "THESE" instead of "this"....
how silly i am...

at last...
the one whom i didn't care a lot (compare to the other 2 )in this recent months,
is the one who cares about the celebration the most...
i'm sorry for misunderstood you...
you might be harsh on me before...
might be scolded me for nothing...
and i'm sorry for being so unreasonable that i didn't care for you at all
and thanks a lot ...
at least you have the intention and heart for me....
and i will payback my "careless" to you by listening to you...

also, my pet sister, Mun Mun...
her words make my day...
although she couldn't come with us,
but the same, she has the heart and intention...
thanks a lot...

who else do i have ???
i don't know as well....
people celebrate with their family, their lover, their friends...
and what should i do when i do not have any of the above??
eottokhae???

maybe... super show2 is the best birthday gift for me....
let's see if it is...
i curse the organizer...
it would be good if they make it on 13th...
so that i wont be sad because of all this shit...
wont even give a damn if any of them care about me or not...

it has been quite a time since my last tear...
and yea...
i'm tearing again...
all because of this shit...
i thought i'm happy when i am not...
just because i'm not tearing doesn't mean i'm happy...
just because i'm laughing my ass off doesn't mean i'm happy...

why am i so pathetic that i have no one???
none.... really none...
not the one who likes me, nor the one whom i like...
i still remember about last year...
even though i clearly know that i'm just a tool of his...
even though it is not a true love...
even though his wish is just so fake that he can't even remember my birthday...
but then... i'm still happy that i have a person...
unlike now that i don't know where i belong to....
i've lost my soul... included my heart...
feeling-les... empty... emo...

i don't wish that they told me this was all a surprise...
because this surprise...
hurts so much...
so so much....
and used a lot of my tears....

sings my lungs out? laugh my lungs out? or cry my lungs out?
i had given no choice beside this 3....

i am dead... XD because this is super hot yet super hilarious!! check out our SuperMinnie XD

Warning : The video is not suitable for minors XD

Warning : Nose-bleed might occur, please prepare tissues/handkerchief

Warning : Do not drink while watching this, if you don't want your monitor to soak

Warning : Misuse of a "good weapon", Chinese Martial Arts stick -__-||

LMAO!!
our sungmin dancing with Brian from Fly To The Sky ...
im seriously dead,
mostly not because of the sexiness/hotness of him but ...
is really funny LOL!!
moreover, i got no time to spazz over his hotness/sexiness because im busy laughing my ass off XD
especially at the end,
it reminds me of JoKwon (2AM) who did the same movement and hurts his inner thigh during Star King LMAO!!!!
our super minnie is really cute XD
at the same time, he lost his innocence !!! O.O
also, you can see that Brian kept grabbing the top of the stick, a.k.a kept grabbing onto our sungminnie's hand O___O
and i'm certain that he did it on purpose XD
aeeee???? XD
who knows if Brian falls in love with our superminnie as well XD

oh well, is a new name which gave by one of my close net buddy, Zong...
she hates that im so crazy over sungmin and i think she accidentally call him like this one day when she is complaining :
"why huh?? watching your super minnie again??" LMAO!!
such a cute nickname XD


well, here is the link to watch only the dancing part directly
(the embed option has been disable for this user, thats why you need to click it) :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORmi3znnXks

and here is the sungmin cuts of Kang Shim Jang (Strong Heart) :

'wuri' clumsy cute boy, SungMinnie + Min's bad day

for you to refer back the video...
i know this is kinda late already...
is about min almost fall in Gayo Daejaejun...
actually, i discovered this on 16th January midnight, but i just discuss about this in sjworld.net ..
and i decided to share it here as well,
as ELF (of Min) not from sjworld.net probably couldnt know...

when i was watching Sorry Sorry Gayo Daejaejun on that night,
at the part when donghae singing and they kneel down (at about 1:39),
i was like "why Min get on his knee so fast ??"
and i kept repeating and i can see that he is tying on his shoe lace...
and again i was like "aishh this clumsy boy"...
and still tying at 1:43 even though they already stand up at 1:44 ...
then i repeat watching from the front to see when did his shoe lace loosen...
about 1:19 - 1:20 (stare at his shoe and you will see it)

and about 1:24, he accidentally stepped on his shoe lace which makes him almost fall ...
luckily, and thank God that he didnt...
no wonder when i first watch this performance,
i felt something isn't right with his solo part that he dances too "differently" ...
(more like a drunker XD )
and now i know why ....
but i have to say this, he is really good in covering his mistakes...
i never notice that before i know he is tying his shoe lace...
i thought that was part of his dance even though i repeat watching that performance for tons of times,
but still didnt observed that ...
omo~~~
or maybe is the cameraman too good to cover up Min's mistakes XD



and then,
a few days back,
i was watching the fancam of Super Show2 in Beijing, Don't Don...
and again, he slipped, almost fall again **shake head**
thank God again that he get to balance himself...

3.20, he is running back, i think the stage is slippery, he shouldn't run this fast when he reach the stage...
3.23, he slipped -__-|||
aishhh Min is really clumsy...
you can see it clearly in another fancam,
i lost that video in my youtube list, and so lazy to find it LOL XD

and that day is a really bad day for Min...
he get hit by eunhyuk on his head at 2:16 ...
and Min looks like he is mad at eunhyuk...
(in another fancam, you can see eunhyuk sliding his hand from min's back down to his butt XD whoaaaaa eunmin moment! XD )
and eunhyuk dont dare to look back at Min after that XD

and shindong is the one who ask if he is ok -___-||
ShinMin!!!


and shindong's hair is so funny !! XD
LOL!!

i was laughing so hard when i watch that...
from the other fancam you can see Min and siwon bearing their laughter LOL!!
and Min looks really adorable,
whenever he laughs hard, he will cover his face/mouth/eyes XD

SuperShow2, i'm coming!! + miracles + stupid organizer

yea!! thats my ticket XD
(dont doubt it, i scan my tickets thats why it is so clear)
wow...
what i said in my previous post about the RM238 seat and alone are now gone XD
my childhood friend is going with me XD
and because i've check the date of National Service, is on 27th March,
thats why my dad allow me to buy the most expensive one XD
miraclesssssss XD

but sad things come...
im kinda pissed on today...
i queue from 11.30am until 3pm+++ and only move a little...
well... im not surprise with the people there actually...
what makes me surprise is the line ...
omo...
is really...
like super junior...
the line is super long....
i guess is about 1km already???!!
you know why the line is that long???
all because of that stupid organizer...
real stupid....
they have only one counter...
how stupid that is???
when they already knew a lot of people would be buying it ...
even more stupid that they open another special counter for only RM458 one...
because they should have done that earlier when people is complaining about the shortage of counter!
yaishhhhhh
aishhhh we pay for the most expensive ticket and still, we have to stand for so long?
does that even make sense?
even idiotic, by right the poster is given on the day you buy...
who knows they say they will be giving out the posters on 31st January...
oh gosh....
so lousy lar! and they want us to stand for another day again???!!
i rather to stick my head to suju pictures with my 20" crystal bright LCD than lining up again to see the low quality picture -____-||||

and so...
when i queue at the RM458 line,
i've get to know this two ELF...
and i guess we are friend now ??
hahahahaha XD
glad glad...
both of them are DBSJ fans...
not DBSK, is DBSJ XD

another problem comes....
super show 2 t-shirts...
how am i going to buy ??? T___T
my dad only fetch me to the stadium at 6pm, while super show 2 starts at 7pm...
T_________T
any kind friends or ELF there willing to help me buy ?? T___T