unveiled ur personality...be thankful...Thx alot Gohonzon~~

lol...
well...
dun feel anything...
juz feel dat y r u like tis??
n wondering wat da hell u r tinking actually??
revengeful ?? selfish???
u wanna do dat bak to her bcoz she did dat to u??
wanna pay bak everything dat she had done to u??
did u pay bak when she's gud to u??
even u pay bak,
oso not as great as hers...
u kept saying dat isn't luv...
but u always tell dat it is luv...
and after dat u change ur words...
and kept explaining...
well...explain or not is da same...
bcoz im blur wit both of u...
both of u r juz complicated...
luv or not??
only u urself will know ...
hmmm...
but i tink dat u wont know...
bcoz u duno how to distinguish too n not clear wit ur own feelings...
hahahaha so i tink im still better,
at least i know how to distinguish my own feelings...
yea,
im unreasonable...
how bout u??
u r ridiculous ... lol...

and now...
i tink i shud be thankful...
be thankful dat u never chose me...
be thankful dat im not wit u...
or else i will be reli suffer than now...
y??
u can do all dat....all of dat...
no matter is gud or bad...
juz to get her bak...
not bcoz u luv her...
but bcoz she treat u too nice dat u couldnt find anyone else like her and u dun bear to let her go...
tis is wat u tell me...
lol...
r u out of ur mind???!!!

i am changed...
as well as u r...
i changed my feeling...
u changed ur whole mind...
u changed ur words...
changed ur personality...
changed everything...
or i misunderstood u??
dat actually u never change??
u r like tis since da beginning??
is juz dat i couldnt c???

but still...
thanks alot Gohonzon...
and oso God...
now i know everything...
know y u dun let me get smth i luv so much...
is for my own gud...
bcoz dat thing dat i luv so much,
doesnt suits me...
and oso is not as gud as i tink...

im wake~~