reason of Min being emo?? + SCREW THE ANTI!!! + MY "Min journey" + Min's extra-ordinary personality + My words for Min

he is being emo (AGAIN!!) lately...
i see him smiles all the time during No Other times...
but.... is just to show that he's strong???
after i talked with a China Min bias,
she told me that Min close his twitter account and some CY tabs most probably is because of the antis who left comment insulting/criticize him...
GOD!!

is kinda late to post this today...
is the thing 2 days ago...
Min on Good Morning show...
listening to dongdong's word breaks my heart...
our Min is lonely??
why???
and awkward with yesung and donghae???
a major WHY??!! for donghae...
i thought Min is close with donghae???
they are close and intimate with each other...
and is just for fan service????
seriously, what was that???!!
i ship haemin a lot and that really breaks my heart...
and i don't know what i should do if even his room mate say that he is awkward with Min...
luckily, he didn't...

and dongdong said that Min always ask him about how to become manlier...
hey boy, you are really manly, you don't need to become manlier ...
and being COLD is a VERY WRONG concept for becoming manlier...
do you see the members being cold just to show that they are manly?
NO!!!

what's wrong of you being cute??
that is you! you don't need to change yourself just because of what the antis said about you...
being cute and a little feminine, SO WHAT??!!
whats wrong with a guy being cute??
can't he?? he's good at that! you stupid jealousy ANTIS!!! screw you!
stop insulting or criticize him, making him all emo...
you!THE ANTIS doing that to him just showing that you are shallow and you are not as cute as him, not as sexy as him, not as hot as him, not as beautiful as him and that's why you doing all these huh???!!
screw you and get a life! look at yourselves before criticizing people!


To : guy or girl, male or female, men or women - ANTIS

you just couldn't beat him because he looks GOOD IN BOTH!



i don't mind if you change because of your liking...
you want to be cold to look mature or anything...
but please, no, no if you change it because of the antis words...
a big NO!!!!
i rather you to change for the fans, for the one whom you love or love you than changing yourself for those bastards who hates you ...
you should really learn from heechul, look, he don't give a damn about people saying that he is gay and continue going around kissing guy like that, in public, in private or just anywhere -__-||

here comes the truth of me...
well... i admit that i ever call you gay but i really don't mean it...
you can't blame me for saying that because is my very first time seeing you, knowing you...
and the 090515 Sorry Sorry performance was the first sorry sorry performance i watched and...
you...
you sing that way...
and touching your body that way...
and....
that makes me think "that way" too...
i mean yea...you sounds gay there... or perhaps looks gay with that dance moves of yours...
but after watching more shows and performance, i don't call you that way anymore!
i only call you that way because of that performance... i swear...
and i didn't only call you like that, i call heechul and wookie gay too -__-||
but i really don't mean that...
it was just a nick that i gave to allow me remember the 12 members easier...

and what makes thing more ridiculous is...
ermm...i should say surprising...
is...
i started to like you all because of your a-lil-feminine-personality ...
i know i'm weird **cover face with pillow**
but you're really attractive in any way... EVERY WAY!
i love the special personality/quality of yours...
is like, you have everything and you can do everything and what's more?
you are good at almost everything...
the very first thing of yours which attracted me is your cuteness/aegyo-ness...
and the second? of course is the femininity....
chinjayo!! i'm not lying.... i know i'm weird...but....really...
what makes me love you even more is that you can switch your personality anytime, anywhere...YOU LIKE!! omo~~~
and that is really cool!
is like, awhile you're hot, awhile you're manly, later on you became so cute and etc etc...
who else can do that ?? name that person...
and i'm certain that only Lee Sungmin can do so...
you're a "killer"...
a real "killer"...
you killed me so "cruelly" even with the cross-dressing....
is all started with Idol World Suju-T...
and stopped at Gayo Daejun's Gee ...
yea... that little outfit and wig of yours....
made me so...UNF!!!


my words to our beautiful Sungmin :
your beauty...
you specialty ...
are always beyond of words...
please think that you're special and never care about the antis words, ok?
ELFs are always on your side and by your side...
don't worry that people will think negatively on you, even they think like that, just let them be...
as long as we, ELF love you!
God made you special in this way with a reason...
making you being love by a lot of people in all over the world is one of the reason...
and making people jealous is another reason...
yea, jealousy creates antis...
they critcize/insults you is because they jealous of you being so beautiful and almost-perfect....
so....
please love yourself, Min....

favorite UFO replies from Sungmin XD

just decided to quote some UFO replies of ELF with Sungmin from SJ-World.net as i read a lot today...
(he is active in UFO replies recently?)

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9/7

Fan : It...it's such a nice photo....
Sungmin : I...don't quite like it...ㅋㅋㅋ

(referring to this photo of Kyu, and min is being such a mean! LOL!! )



Fan : How much is this doll ?? I want to have it !!
Sungmin : Very expensive...

( this is the "doll" the fan talking about XD)



Fan : That is my boyfriend !! How is he ?? Is he handsome ??
Sungmin : Oah he's the best...Is there a person like that in this world ??? Is he a doll, isnt he ??

(again, the same "doll" but our Minnie is being such a narcissist indirectly LOL!! he's cute XD)



credits to onsaemiro fancafe
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net

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10/7

Fan : Oppa are you not old ? ㅜㅜ
Sungmin : You should drink blood from a virgin everyday...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

credits : onsaemiro fancafe
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net

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11/7

Fan : Is it true that Sungmin-oppa is a vampire ? Fans are the only one who are getting old..
Sungmin : Uh!...You got me..

10/7

Fan : I like ChoLee couple very much ~ ♥
Sungmin : .... Hahaha but Kyu doesnt like it..

(think the fan mean kyumin couple?? and min ah, is you don't like or kyu don't like? XD )

credits : onsaemiro & chunhweeryong fancafe
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net

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awwwwwwww
he's sweet, isn't he??
but if i'm that fan, i would ask where is the gold ring that he wore on his pinky for years went instead of asking him about his new ring...

GRRR!! CHO KYUHYUN!!! .... but kyumin save it all?? maybe...

sorry for the kyu-lovers,
better click on "close" now if you love him a lot...
this post doesn't suit you all...

again, i warn you...
KYU-LOVER, PLEASE LEAVE THIS POST NOW IF YOU THINK YOU LOVE HIM REALLY MUCH !
don't leave comment scolding me after reading this...
i won't stop you from reading but if you insist on reading, scold me MENTALLY, don't leave comment here telling me all the shits...

(i made out my mind that i still love kyumin....after all...)
rage~~~
seriously...
don't talk to me about CHO KYUHYUN right now...
i'm not really sure the reason why i got mad at him but im just mad with him...
you know, is so hard for me to like him and so easy for me to hate him...

the first member whom i dislikes a lot in suju was him, yea, Cho Kyuhyun!
i'm not sure why too...
he just make me dislike me for.... no reason?
or maybe with reason...
first of all, he's too skinny, really, and with that over-sized blazer he's wearing make him looks unattractive...
also his curled hairs...even worse...
everything on him just make him look horrible...
well, that was my opinion at first...

and i'm gonna kill myself for jumping eunhyuk to min...
because...
kyuhyun is his effing room mate and what's more?
he is his effing 'lover' ...
and i got offended...
curse myself for liking to read fanfictions...
because most of the fanfics that has min in it for sure it has kyuhyun too -__-||
which also means , more than often, the pairing is kyumin...
at that time, i ship kangmin a lot...
and what to do when i'm out of fic to read??
i forced myself to read the kyumin fics...
and oh god, i don't really know how and why i started to cast away the hatred of mine on him...
if is not because of min, i wouldn't give an eye to him!

and then...
i started to ship kyumin after that...
more and more...
until i neglected my favorite OTP, kangmin...
also haemin and minwook ...
and i found him attractive (at least in some way)
because of the naughty look of him?? maybe...

and all because of the 4jib that i started to hate him...
well, i wont blame if min didn't get enough line in the songs because...
understandable, there are lots of members and some of them get even smaller part than him...
so he is lucky enough to have "quite a lot" of lines already...
but then...
what's with that???!!
why is kyuhyun taking over the dance break part???
instead of min??
do you need me to remind you who is the top 5 dancer of suju??
sorry, top 4 for now after hankyung left...
seriously, you can't dance as well as min...
your long limbs swinging around make you look awkward...
come on~~~
you already have a lot of singing lines,
why still wanna snatch that little thing from your hyung??
and this reminds me of super show 2 where the same thing, the dance segment changed, and you are in it, not min!!
and screw you that it happens before super show 2 in Malaysia and i didn't get to see min dance hotly live!

after some days, i get over of this...
and started to accept the facts...
and another thing hits me...
when i was watching the Hello Chat (a very old variety show)
i was wonder why the MC said the this 3 (is min, wookie and yesung) is the represent of singing group...
so i left a comment asking why and the uploader told me that before kyuhyun join suju, min was one of the lead vocals (the third vocalist to be exact) and i went all "WHAT THE F**K??!!!"
it really pissed me off...
and i swear i will chop him into pieces and feed to dogs if kyumin isn't existed...
i don't even know why kyumin is existed when kyuhyun snatch so much things from min and preventing him to love by everyone...
so what i read from the fanfics were right, possessive kyuhyun...
he indeed is possessive...

and i started to dislike kyuhyun already...
but not as offended as now...
because of the stupid kyuhyun fansite...
who went to take kyumin photos but end up blurring min before posting it...
what the f**k was that, seriously??
if you wanted only kyuhyun, take just kyuhyun then! no point of blurring min...
or you can crop your BELOVED CHO KYUHYUN out, so we would thought that it was a kyu-only pic...
even 2sungmin, snowdrop or sungminwings still didn't do that, and why are you, the kyu-lovers doing that???
is not like min is a stranger or something...
he is part of suju too!!!
further more, he is the little lover of kyuhyun!! forgotten about the kyumin huh???
what's wrong with you guys???!! gosh...
i felt like strangling the chokyuhyun.kr fans...
or most likely, the editor of the photos...
you're jealous with kyumin or you don't like min or you love kyuhyun until went blind ???!!!
if you jealous of kyumin, i would ask you to go to hell, when he's with girl, you complain...
and now even when he is with suju member, you are complaining...

don't blame me for hating you, cho kyuhyun...
because your fans "helps" me make my last decision...
and i think i need time (and read more kyumin fics) to get over all this stupid stuff...

my ideal guy ??

well....
i have no idea why it turns up to become like this...
don't misunderstand with my post that i'm having a lover right now -__-||
i'm just... imagining LOL!!!

call this as requirement??
not really...
i don't really mind if that person didn't fit any of them ^^
as long as he fitted my heart :D
and the requirementsss i set is kinda...not to say ridiculous, but impossible??
and i thought i wouldn't get someone like that... (even my friend say so)
let's take a look at the list... (not rank from most to least)

1. caring and loving ( from people to animal)
2. can cook well(?)
3. will/can do house chores XD
4. learned/do martial arts
5. play musical instruments (preferable : guitar)
6. sings well
7. soft and tender
8. do "aegyo" (撒娇)
9. a shy guy
   
10. cute(?)
11. height of : above 169cm, below 177cm
12. not skinny! muscular or not doesn't matter, as long as meaty with broad shoulder
13. laughs and smile a lot
14. humor! (hate cool guys)
    
15. observant
    
16. a little feminine ( but i don't want sissy )
17. smart

that's all i guess???
LOL is almost impossible right??
especially for the cute, do "aegyo" and a little feminine one XD

but then it hits me...
i found a person who fitted my list perfectly!
unluckily... he is a person whom i couldn't reach for...
Lee Sungmin... yea, my idol LMAO!!!
people might thought that i only make a list according to him,
but then i made the list before i even know him...
and i'm surprised to found that my idol actually fitted all the above...
even surprising, i didn't love him that way, but still, i adore/love him as my idol...



if you wanted to know how he fitted....

1. caring and loving ( from people to animal) - he cares the other members of SuJu a lot...
   
2. can cook well(?) - he can cook!!! prove in... i forgot the show name -__-|||
   
3. will/can do house chores XD - i watched in WGM that he cleans Kangin's house !
   
4. learned/do martial arts - he has 8 level black belt for Taekwando and he do chinese martial arts, either with the long stick or nunchucks
   
5. play musical instruments (preferable : guitar) - he plays both guitar and piano and he owns about 5 guitars O___O from acoustic to electric O___O
   
6. sings well - of course he can ! and i love his voice too XD
   
7. soft and tender - yea he is, don't believe? go and watch him on shows and you will know...
   
8. do "aegyo" (撒娇) - i guess i don't need to explain for this? his title, "aegyo" prince...
   
9. a shy guy - he is XD knew that from shows...
   
10. cute(?) - do i need to explain this? he's also the cutie pie of SuJu
    
11. height of : above 169cm, below 177cm - his height, 175cm
    
12. not skinny! muscular or not doesn't matter, as long as meaty with broad shoulder - he's normal and a little chubby, right now he has muscle too...but not that visible...
    
13. laughs and smile a lot - almost in all the pics that he smiles
    
14. humor! (hate cool guys) - he can be very funny sometimes XD
    
15. observant - he watch at his members and ready to give a hand
    
16. a little feminine ( but i don't want sissy ) - yea, he is feminine XD and can be manly too!
    
17. smart - ermmm i guess he is ?? because of the shows i watched him in it...
    

the problem now...
if i look for hubby with this list, for sure i wont get one LOL!!!
out for 5 person, 5 person told me that this world wouldn't have the second person like him...
and i'm so dead now -__-|||
stick with min then...