hmmmmm...
today...
our choi choi din cum to skool again...
and i got scold by dat SF without a reli gud reason again...
Again~~~and again~~~
again~~~~againnnn~~~~~
aishhhhh
reli...
depressing...
isolated during ERT class...
at there like invisible de...
cum bak class alto is "visible"...
but let her 抓我开枪...
wanna express ur feeling??
sure can~~~
i so sek each of u all...
sure can...
but hor...
y must "shoot" only me leh???
and without any gud reason??
juz scolding me for fun??
bcoz is reli quite fun i tink...
since i NEVER fight bak...
and u might tink dat im ok wit it...
and felt reli fun..
im not much diff than Choi...
i wanna say dat...
im SENSITIVE TOO OK???
is juz dat i dun tell out...
dun tell doesnt mean i dun mind...
reli dun uds wat da hell is wrong wit u...
u never be like tis last time...
but after having new lao gong den forget bout us...
din care much bout our feelings and all...
juz care of urself....
and be like wat they said, 独裁...
when u say dat u r alone, who accompany u???
when Choi din go tuition, who accompany u to go???
when u say dat u wanna go here and there, who accompany u???
when u wanna express ur feeling, tell out everything, who is da one dat call and listen to u???
when u wanted to bite ppl, who is da one dat let u bite all da time???
when u having prob, who is da one dat helping u???
when u r sad, who is da one dat be by ur side???
at last??wat???
get nth...
is ok...
we doing all tis is out of kindness...
no..not kindness...
is bcoz of friendship...
and sure it is unrequited ...
bcoz we never expect to get anything from u...
im not trying to hint or show anything by telling all these here...
juz wan to remind u bout us...
bout wat we had done for u....
do u still see dat we r exist??
opsss i shudnt said like tis...
is obviously dat u reli see Jing exist....
bcoz u nid her so much to tell bout u and ur lao gong de things...
since non of us r interested except Jing...
wat u tell me on dat day are nonsense...
wat??u r still da same gang as me???
u r not anymore...
u already walk out from da "warm/pitiful house"
(house for ppl who nid caring and loving [another way] from others so much...juz like me)
u r having someone for u rite now...
having so many admirers...
even not for current...
but still...
u ever had admirers...
dat house juz left me...
only me...
standing on da same spot...
still doing da same thing...
tinking da same thing...
mindset never change...
heart never change...
but our dear fren, SF...
not only her appearance was changed...
she changed her style...
changed her name...
even her heart...
and oso da way she treated us...
but still never realize bout her changes...
and kept telling dat she still da same...
same??
is reli obvious dat u changed everything...
if u continue to be like tis...
u r not much diff than "dat two person"
but i tink u r happy wit da changed...
i cant tie u...
juz let u go den...
as long as u r happy...
da former SF, my former lao po...
is already gone...
disappear...
and will never be bak anymore...
here to say...
Goodbye~
SF...
wish u goodluck and all the best...
go ahead to be ur Raiy...
we r always here supporting u...
no matter wat u become,
u r still our fren...
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