boring Sunday~~

wake up...
wit swollen eyes O__O
wakakakakaka
well..
not funny -___-|||
haizzzz...
duno wake so early for wat...
ming ming sleep reli late last nite...
or i shud say...
din sleep well last nite...
haizzz...
wat to do??
nth to do...
i cant do anything...
having phobia...
afraid...
afraid to on9...
afraid being hurt again...
ermmm is tis a gud news or a bad one??
since i know to be afraid...
means im still not yet numb??
or not yet be completely numb??
-___-|||
is time for me to go??
u dun nid me anymore...
mayb u would tell me dat u nid me so much...
juz bcoz of her dat u nid me??
my role??
being an extra tyre...
a spare one...
when anything happens...
u take it out and put it on...
when everything is alright...
u wont even rmb it...
and might tink dat it is useless...

so empty...for da whole day...
duno wat to do...
is dat i reli cant survive without u??
i tink is like dat..
doing nth for da whole day...
wondering y am i living...
and wat am i living for...

read 周刊 juz now...
horoscope said smth like tis bout me =.=

双鱼座　：
依赖性格的你喜欢有人相伴，
恋爱故事多姿多彩。
恋爱顺利的话倾向于早早步入家庭。
但是人鱼常被自己的渴望及梦想蒙蔽了眼睛，
识人不明，
非常容易受诱惑，
因此他们的真情也可能被利用，
最不幸的剧本就是扮演牺牲者，
有个永远抵达不了的终点。

(sources : 中国报　)