meaningless life??

feel so lost...
so empty..
day by day...
juz let it pass like tis...
didnt do anything which is meaningful...
haizzz...
felt like asking myself a question...
"wat am i living for??? "
i reli duno...
wondering y am i living in tis world...
and oso wondering wat makes me turned to be like tis...
is luv??
tink so...

going to meet 小老虎 adi...
hmmmm...
Choi go meet her QiQi jek~~~
halfly hers...
me leh??
going to meet someone...
dat...
halfly oso not mine...
completely not mine de...
so...
lao po dun worry bah hahahaha
i wont dump u de...
for sure i will kena dump first -___-||
anyway,
u tink too much lar..
we r juz frens -___-||
nth much...
not even close or best fren...
normal?
hmmmm....

今天不知道发什么神经,
偷进去他的msn看一下...
不用问,
我依然被block...
他依然再 “后悔+emo” ...
看到他的 pm & display name...
想一想，
他从来都没把有关我的东西放在他的 pm / display name...
没办法，
我就是那么失败...
有过几个...
( 一个手都数得完... -___-||| 而且全部都玩我,没有一个真心的 )
从来没有被他们任何一个 “提起”，
也没有被重视过,
长到酱大只，
大大个站在那边都会被忽视...
-___-|||
我就那么没有存在感吗?
算了吧...
我这种...
"三等公民"
-____-|||
等吃, 等睡, 等死 ...
呵呵~~