“当一个人很大方的不再计较时，就代表他已放下了。。。”
就如现在的我。。。
之前还在烦到底该不该祝贺他，因为真的很讨厌，生气他对我所做的东西。。。
我做到了。。。
要大方， 毕竟我的生日时，他也有给我他小小的心意， 而且也听我发了很多奴苏。。。
之后发现自己原来已经不在乎了。。。
其实也不知道是不在乎，还是麻木了，只知道是没感觉了，也不怎么想记得那些回忆。。。
and it hits me...
yea, the stupid drama...
刚刚在看家好月圆，突然觉得自己和里面的阿月同病相怜，
明明说的事实，却没人相信。。。
历史。。。又重演了。。。
明明是他做的，是他的错，可是却被诬赖说是我一手设计出来的。。。
其实被诬赖并没什么大不了，最心酸的是当你看着你爱的人选择了不相信你，站在另一头一起诬赖你，仿佛在迫你把“罪”扛了。。。
不过这一切都已经是过去了。。。。
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
reason of Min being emo?? + SCREW THE ANTI!!! + MY "Min journey" + Min's extra-ordinary personality + My words for Min
he is being emo (AGAIN!!) lately...
i see him smiles all the time during No Other times...
but.... is just to show that he's strong???
after i talked with a China Min bias,
she told me that Min close his twitter account and some CY tabs most probably is because of the antis who left comment insulting/criticize him...
GOD!!
is kinda late to post this today...
is the thing 2 days ago...
Min on Good Morning show...
listening to dongdong's word breaks my heart...
our Min is lonely??
why???
and awkward with yesung and donghae???
a major WHY??!! for donghae...
i thought Min is close with donghae???
they are close and intimate with each other...
and is just for fan service????
seriously, what was that???!!
i ship haemin a lot and that really breaks my heart...
and i don't know what i should do if even his room mate say that he is awkward with Min...
luckily, he didn't...
and dongdong said that Min always ask him about how to become manlier...
hey boy, you are really manly, you don't need to become manlier ...
and being COLD is a VERY WRONG concept for becoming manlier...
do you see the members being cold just to show that they are manly?
NO!!!
what's wrong of you being cute??
that is you! you don't need to change yourself just because of what the antis said about you...
being cute and a little feminine, SO WHAT??!!
whats wrong with a guy being cute??
can't he?? he's good at that! you stupid jealousy ANTIS!!! screw you!
stop insulting or criticize him, making him all emo...
you!THE ANTIS doing that to him just showing that you are shallow and you are not as cute as him, not as sexy as him, not as hot as him, not as beautiful as him and that's why you doing all these huh???!!
screw you and get a life! look at yourselves before criticizing people!
To : guy or girl, male or female, men or women - ANTIS
you just couldn't beat him because he looks GOOD IN BOTH!
i don't mind if you change because of your liking...
you want to be cold to look mature or anything...
but please, no, no if you change it because of the antis words...
a big NO!!!!
i rather you to change for the fans, for the one whom you love or love you than changing yourself for those bastards who hates you ...
you should really learn from heechul, look, he don't give a damn about people saying that he is gay and continue going around kissing guy like that, in public, in private or just anywhere -__-||
here comes the truth of me...
well... i admit that i ever call you gay but i really don't mean it...
you can't blame me for saying that because is my very first time seeing you, knowing you...
and the 090515 Sorry Sorry performance was the first sorry sorry performance i watched and...
you...
you sing that way...
and touching your body that way...
and....
that makes me think "that way" too...
i mean yea...you sounds gay there... or perhaps looks gay with that dance moves of yours...
but after watching more shows and performance, i don't call you that way anymore!
i only call you that way because of that performance... i swear...
and i didn't only call you like that, i call heechul and wookie gay too -__-||
but i really don't mean that...
it was just a nick that i gave to allow me remember the 12 members easier...
and what makes thing more ridiculous is...
ermm...i should say surprising...
is...
i started to like you all because of your a-lil-feminine-personality ...
i know i'm weird **cover face with pillow**
but you're really attractive in any way... EVERY WAY!
i love the special personality/quality of yours...
is like, you have everything and you can do everything and what's more?
you are good at almost everything...
the very first thing of yours which attracted me is your cuteness/aegyo-ness...
and the second? of course is the femininity....
chinjayo!! i'm not lying.... i know i'm weird...but....really...
what makes me love you even more is that you can switch your personality anytime, anywhere...YOU LIKE!! omo~~~
and that is really cool!
is like, awhile you're hot, awhile you're manly, later on you became so cute and etc etc...
who else can do that ?? name that person...
and i'm certain that only Lee Sungmin can do so...
you're a "killer"...
a real "killer"...
you killed me so "cruelly" even with the cross-dressing....
is all started with Idol World Suju-T...
and stopped at Gayo Daejun's Gee ...
yea... that little outfit and wig of yours....
made me so...UNF!!!
my words to our beautiful Sungmin :
your beauty...
you specialty ...
are always beyond of words...
please think that you're special and never care about the antis words, ok?
ELFs are always on your side and by your side...
don't worry that people will think negatively on you, even they think like that, just let them be...
as long as we, ELF love you!
God made you special in this way with a reason...
making you being love by a lot of people in all over the world is one of the reason...
and making people jealous is another reason...
yea, jealousy creates antis...
they critcize/insults you is because they jealous of you being so beautiful and almost-perfect....
so....
please love yourself, Min....
i see him smiles all the time during No Other times...
but.... is just to show that he's strong???
after i talked with a China Min bias,
she told me that Min close his twitter account and some CY tabs most probably is because of the antis who left comment insulting/criticize him...
GOD!!
is kinda late to post this today...
is the thing 2 days ago...
Min on Good Morning show...
listening to dongdong's word breaks my heart...
our Min is lonely??
why???
and awkward with yesung and donghae???
a major WHY??!! for donghae...
i thought Min is close with donghae???
they are close and intimate with each other...
and is just for fan service????
seriously, what was that???!!
i ship haemin a lot and that really breaks my heart...
and i don't know what i should do if even his room mate say that he is awkward with Min...
luckily, he didn't...
and dongdong said that Min always ask him about how to become manlier...
hey boy, you are really manly, you don't need to become manlier ...
and being COLD is a VERY WRONG concept for becoming manlier...
do you see the members being cold just to show that they are manly?
NO!!!
what's wrong of you being cute??
that is you! you don't need to change yourself just because of what the antis said about you...
being cute and a little feminine, SO WHAT??!!
whats wrong with a guy being cute??
can't he?? he's good at that! you stupid jealousy ANTIS!!! screw you!
stop insulting or criticize him, making him all emo...
you!THE ANTIS doing that to him just showing that you are shallow and you are not as cute as him, not as sexy as him, not as hot as him, not as beautiful as him and that's why you doing all these huh???!!
screw you and get a life! look at yourselves before criticizing people!
To : guy or girl, male or female, men or women - ANTIS
you just couldn't beat him because he looks GOOD IN BOTH!
i don't mind if you change because of your liking...
you want to be cold to look mature or anything...
but please, no, no if you change it because of the antis words...
a big NO!!!!
i rather you to change for the fans, for the one whom you love or love you than changing yourself for those bastards who hates you ...
you should really learn from heechul, look, he don't give a damn about people saying that he is gay and continue going around kissing guy like that, in public, in private or just anywhere -__-||
here comes the truth of me...
well... i admit that i ever call you gay but i really don't mean it...
you can't blame me for saying that because is my very first time seeing you, knowing you...
and the 090515 Sorry Sorry performance was the first sorry sorry performance i watched and...
you...
you sing that way...
and touching your body that way...
and....
that makes me think "that way" too...
i mean yea...you sounds gay there... or perhaps looks gay with that dance moves of yours...
but after watching more shows and performance, i don't call you that way anymore!
i only call you that way because of that performance... i swear...
and i didn't only call you like that, i call heechul and wookie gay too -__-||
but i really don't mean that...
it was just a nick that i gave to allow me remember the 12 members easier...
and what makes thing more ridiculous is...
ermm...i should say surprising...
is...
i started to like you all because of your a-lil-feminine-personality ...
i know i'm weird **cover face with pillow**
but you're really attractive in any way... EVERY WAY!
i love the special personality/quality of yours...
is like, you have everything and you can do everything and what's more?
you are good at almost everything...
the very first thing of yours which attracted me is your cuteness/aegyo-ness...
and the second? of course is the femininity....
chinjayo!! i'm not lying.... i know i'm weird...but....really...
what makes me love you even more is that you can switch your personality anytime, anywhere...YOU LIKE!! omo~~~
and that is really cool!
is like, awhile you're hot, awhile you're manly, later on you became so cute and etc etc...
who else can do that ?? name that person...
and i'm certain that only Lee Sungmin can do so...
you're a "killer"...
a real "killer"...
you killed me so "cruelly" even with the cross-dressing....
is all started with Idol World Suju-T...
and stopped at Gayo Daejun's Gee ...
yea... that little outfit and wig of yours....
made me so...UNF!!!
my words to our beautiful Sungmin :
your beauty...
you specialty ...
are always beyond of words...
please think that you're special and never care about the antis words, ok?
ELFs are always on your side and by your side...
don't worry that people will think negatively on you, even they think like that, just let them be...
as long as we, ELF love you!
God made you special in this way with a reason...
making you being love by a lot of people in all over the world is one of the reason...
and making people jealous is another reason...
yea, jealousy creates antis...
they critcize/insults you is because they jealous of you being so beautiful and almost-perfect....
so....
please love yourself, Min....
Friday, July 23, 2010
favorite UFO replies from Sungmin XD
just decided to quote some UFO replies of ELF with Sungmin from SJ-World.net as i read a lot today...
(he is active in UFO replies recently?)
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9/7
Fan : It...it's such a nice photo....
Sungmin : I...don't quite like it...ㅋㅋㅋ
(referring to this photo of Kyu, and min is being such a mean! LOL!! )
Fan : How much is this doll ?? I want to have it !!
Sungmin : Very expensive...
( this is the "doll" the fan talking about XD)
Fan : That is my boyfriend !! How is he ?? Is he handsome ??
Sungmin : Oah he's the best...Is there a person like that in this world ??? Is he a doll, isnt he ??
(again, the same "doll" but our Minnie is being such a narcissist indirectly LOL!! he's cute XD)
credits to onsaemiro fancafe
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
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10/7
Fan : Oppa are you not old ? ㅜㅜ
Sungmin : You should drink blood from a virgin everyday...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
credits : onsaemiro fancafe
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
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11/7
Fan : Is it true that Sungmin-oppa is a vampire ? Fans are the only one who are getting old..
Sungmin : Uh!...You got me..
10/7
Fan : I like ChoLee couple very much ~ ♥
Sungmin : .... Hahaha but Kyu doesnt like it..
(think the fan mean kyumin couple?? and min ah, is you don't like or kyu don't like? XD )
credits : onsaemiro & chunhweeryong fancafe
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
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awwwwwwww
he's sweet, isn't he??
but if i'm that fan, i would ask where is the gold ring that he wore on his pinky for years went instead of asking him about his new ring...
(he is active in UFO replies recently?)
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9/7
Fan : It...it's such a nice photo....
Sungmin : I...don't quite like it...ㅋㅋㅋ
(referring to this photo of Kyu, and min is being such a mean! LOL!! )
Fan : How much is this doll ?? I want to have it !!
Sungmin : Very expensive...
( this is the "doll" the fan talking about XD)
Fan : That is my boyfriend !! How is he ?? Is he handsome ??
Sungmin : Oah he's the best...Is there a person like that in this world ??? Is he a doll, isnt he ??
(again, the same "doll" but our Minnie is being such a narcissist indirectly LOL!! he's cute XD)
credits to onsaemiro fancafe
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
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10/7
Fan : Oppa are you not old ? ㅜㅜ
Sungmin : You should drink blood from a virgin everyday...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
credits : onsaemiro fancafe
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
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11/7
Fan : Is it true that Sungmin-oppa is a vampire ? Fans are the only one who are getting old..
Sungmin : Uh!...You got me..
10/7
Fan : I like ChoLee couple very much ~ ♥
Sungmin : .... Hahaha but Kyu doesnt like it..
(think the fan mean kyumin couple?? and min ah, is you don't like or kyu don't like? XD )
credits : onsaemiro & chunhweeryong fancafe
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
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awwwwwwww
he's sweet, isn't he??
but if i'm that fan, i would ask where is the gold ring that he wore on his pinky for years went instead of asking him about his new ring...
Saturday, July 10, 2010
GRRR!! CHO KYUHYUN!!! .... but kyumin save it all?? maybe...
sorry for the kyu-lovers,
better click on "close" now if you love him a lot...
this post doesn't suit you all...
again, i warn you...
KYU-LOVER, PLEASE LEAVE THIS POST NOW IF YOU THINK YOU LOVE HIM REALLY MUCH !
don't leave comment scolding me after reading this...
i won't stop you from reading but if you insist on reading, scold me MENTALLY, don't leave comment here telling me all the shits...
(i made out my mind that i still love kyumin....after all...)
rage~~~
seriously...
don't talk to me about CHO KYUHYUN right now...
i'm not really sure the reason why i got mad at him but im just mad with him...
you know, is so hard for me to like him and so easy for me to hate him...
the first member whom i dislikes a lot in suju was him, yea, Cho Kyuhyun!
i'm not sure why too...
he just make me dislike me for.... no reason?
or maybe with reason...
first of all, he's too skinny, really, and with that over-sized blazer he's wearing make him looks unattractive...
also his curled hairs...even worse...
everything on him just make him look horrible...
well, that was my opinion at first...
and i'm gonna kill myself for jumping eunhyuk to min...
because...
kyuhyun is his effing room mate and what's more?
he is his effing 'lover' ...
and i got offended...
curse myself for liking to read fanfictions...
because most of the fanfics that has min in it for sure it has kyuhyun too -__-||
which also means , more than often, the pairing is kyumin...
at that time, i ship kangmin a lot...
and what to do when i'm out of fic to read??
i forced myself to read the kyumin fics...
and oh god, i don't really know how and why i started to cast away the hatred of mine on him...
if is not because of min, i wouldn't give an eye to him!
and then...
i started to ship kyumin after that...
more and more...
until i neglected my favorite OTP, kangmin...
also haemin and minwook ...
and i found him attractive (at least in some way)
because of the naughty look of him?? maybe...
and all because of the 4jib that i started to hate him...
well, i wont blame if min didn't get enough line in the songs because...
understandable, there are lots of members and some of them get even smaller part than him...
so he is lucky enough to have "quite a lot" of lines already...
but then...
what's with that???!!
why is kyuhyun taking over the dance break part???
instead of min??
do you need me to remind you who is the top 5 dancer of suju??
sorry, top 4 for now after hankyung left...
seriously, you can't dance as well as min...
your long limbs swinging around make you look awkward...
come on~~~
you already have a lot of singing lines,
why still wanna snatch that little thing from your hyung??
and this reminds me of super show 2 where the same thing, the dance segment changed, and you are in it, not min!!
and screw you that it happens before super show 2 in Malaysia and i didn't get to see min dance hotly live!
after some days, i get over of this...
and started to accept the facts...
and another thing hits me...
when i was watching the Hello Chat (a very old variety show)
i was wonder why the MC said the this 3 (is min, wookie and yesung) is the represent of singing group...
so i left a comment asking why and the uploader told me that before kyuhyun join suju, min was one of the lead vocals (the third vocalist to be exact) and i went all "WHAT THE F**K??!!!"
it really pissed me off...
and i swear i will chop him into pieces and feed to dogs if kyumin isn't existed...
i don't even know why kyumin is existed when kyuhyun snatch so much things from min and preventing him to love by everyone...
so what i read from the fanfics were right, possessive kyuhyun...
he indeed is possessive...
and i started to dislike kyuhyun already...
but not as offended as now...
because of the stupid kyuhyun fansite...
who went to take kyumin photos but end up blurring min before posting it...
what the f**k was that, seriously??
if you wanted only kyuhyun, take just kyuhyun then! no point of blurring min...
or you can crop your BELOVED CHO KYUHYUN out, so we would thought that it was a kyu-only pic...
even 2sungmin, snowdrop or sungminwings still didn't do that, and why are you, the kyu-lovers doing that???
is not like min is a stranger or something...
he is part of suju too!!!
further more, he is the little lover of kyuhyun!! forgotten about the kyumin huh???
what's wrong with you guys???!! gosh...
i felt like strangling the chokyuhyun.kr fans...
or most likely, the editor of the photos...
you're jealous with kyumin or you don't like min or you love kyuhyun until went blind ???!!!
if you jealous of kyumin, i would ask you to go to hell, when he's with girl, you complain...
and now even when he is with suju member, you are complaining...
don't blame me for hating you, cho kyuhyun...
because your fans "helps" me make my last decision...
and i think i need time (and read more kyumin fics) to get over all this stupid stuff...
better click on "close" now if you love him a lot...
this post doesn't suit you all...
again, i warn you...
KYU-LOVER, PLEASE LEAVE THIS POST NOW IF YOU THINK YOU LOVE HIM REALLY MUCH !
don't leave comment scolding me after reading this...
i won't stop you from reading but if you insist on reading, scold me MENTALLY, don't leave comment here telling me all the shits...
(i made out my mind that i still love kyumin....after all...)
rage~~~
seriously...
don't talk to me about CHO KYUHYUN right now...
i'm not really sure the reason why i got mad at him but im just mad with him...
you know, is so hard for me to like him and so easy for me to hate him...
the first member whom i dislikes a lot in suju was him, yea, Cho Kyuhyun!
i'm not sure why too...
he just make me dislike me for.... no reason?
or maybe with reason...
first of all, he's too skinny, really, and with that over-sized blazer he's wearing make him looks unattractive...
also his curled hairs...even worse...
everything on him just make him look horrible...
well, that was my opinion at first...
and i'm gonna kill myself for jumping eunhyuk to min...
because...
kyuhyun is his effing room mate and what's more?
he is his effing 'lover' ...
and i got offended...
curse myself for liking to read fanfictions...
because most of the fanfics that has min in it for sure it has kyuhyun too -__-||
which also means , more than often, the pairing is kyumin...
at that time, i ship kangmin a lot...
and what to do when i'm out of fic to read??
i forced myself to read the kyumin fics...
and oh god, i don't really know how and why i started to cast away the hatred of mine on him...
if is not because of min, i wouldn't give an eye to him!
and then...
i started to ship kyumin after that...
more and more...
until i neglected my favorite OTP, kangmin...
also haemin and minwook ...
and i found him attractive (at least in some way)
because of the naughty look of him?? maybe...
and all because of the 4jib that i started to hate him...
well, i wont blame if min didn't get enough line in the songs because...
understandable, there are lots of members and some of them get even smaller part than him...
so he is lucky enough to have "quite a lot" of lines already...
but then...
what's with that???!!
why is kyuhyun taking over the dance break part???
instead of min??
do you need me to remind you who is the top 5 dancer of suju??
sorry, top 4 for now after hankyung left...
seriously, you can't dance as well as min...
your long limbs swinging around make you look awkward...
come on~~~
you already have a lot of singing lines,
why still wanna snatch that little thing from your hyung??
and this reminds me of super show 2 where the same thing, the dance segment changed, and you are in it, not min!!
and screw you that it happens before super show 2 in Malaysia and i didn't get to see min dance hotly live!
after some days, i get over of this...
and started to accept the facts...
and another thing hits me...
when i was watching the Hello Chat (a very old variety show)
i was wonder why the MC said the this 3 (is min, wookie and yesung) is the represent of singing group...
so i left a comment asking why and the uploader told me that before kyuhyun join suju, min was one of the lead vocals (the third vocalist to be exact) and i went all "WHAT THE F**K??!!!"
it really pissed me off...
and i swear i will chop him into pieces and feed to dogs if kyumin isn't existed...
i don't even know why kyumin is existed when kyuhyun snatch so much things from min and preventing him to love by everyone...
so what i read from the fanfics were right, possessive kyuhyun...
he indeed is possessive...
and i started to dislike kyuhyun already...
but not as offended as now...
because of the stupid kyuhyun fansite...
who went to take kyumin photos but end up blurring min before posting it...
what the f**k was that, seriously??
if you wanted only kyuhyun, take just kyuhyun then! no point of blurring min...
or you can crop your BELOVED CHO KYUHYUN out, so we would thought that it was a kyu-only pic...
even 2sungmin, snowdrop or sungminwings still didn't do that, and why are you, the kyu-lovers doing that???
is not like min is a stranger or something...
he is part of suju too!!!
further more, he is the little lover of kyuhyun!! forgotten about the kyumin huh???
what's wrong with you guys???!! gosh...
i felt like strangling the chokyuhyun.kr fans...
or most likely, the editor of the photos...
you're jealous with kyumin or you don't like min or you love kyuhyun until went blind ???!!!
if you jealous of kyumin, i would ask you to go to hell, when he's with girl, you complain...
and now even when he is with suju member, you are complaining...
don't blame me for hating you, cho kyuhyun...
because your fans "helps" me make my last decision...
and i think i need time (and read more kyumin fics) to get over all this stupid stuff...
Sunday, July 4, 2010
my ideal guy ??
well....
i have no idea why it turns up to become like this...
don't misunderstand with my post that i'm having a lover right now -__-||
i'm just... imagining LOL!!!
call this as requirement??
not really...
i don't really mind if that person didn't fit any of them ^^
as long as he fitted my heart :D
and the requirementsss i set is kinda...not to say ridiculous, but impossible??
and i thought i wouldn't get someone like that... (even my friend say so)
let's take a look at the list... (not rank from most to least)
LOL is almost impossible right??
especially for the cute, do "aegyo" and a little feminine one XD
but then it hits me...
i found a person who fitted my list perfectly!
unluckily... he is a person whom i couldn't reach for...
Lee Sungmin... yea, my idol LMAO!!!
people might thought that i only make a list according to him,
but then i made the list before i even know him...
and i'm surprised to found that my idol actually fitted all the above...
even surprising, i didn't love him that way, but still, i adore/love him as my idol...
if you wanted to know how he fitted....
the problem now...
if i look for hubby with this list, for sure i wont get one LOL!!!
out for 5 person, 5 person told me that this world wouldn't have the second person like him...
and i'm so dead now -__-|||
stick with min then...
i have no idea why it turns up to become like this...
don't misunderstand with my post that i'm having a lover right now -__-||
i'm just... imagining LOL!!!
call this as requirement??
not really...
i don't really mind if that person didn't fit any of them ^^
as long as he fitted my heart :D
and the requirementsss i set is kinda...not to say ridiculous, but impossible??
and i thought i wouldn't get someone like that... (even my friend say so)
let's take a look at the list... (not rank from most to least)
- caring and loving ( from people to animal)
- can cook well(?)
- will/can do house chores XD
- learned/do martial arts
- play musical instruments (preferable : guitar)
- sings well
- soft and tender
- do "aegyo" (撒娇)
- a shy guy
- cute(?)
- height of : above 169cm, below 177cm
- not skinny! muscular or not doesn't matter, as long as meaty with broad shoulder
- laughs and smile a lot
- humor! (hate cool guys)
- observant
- a little feminine ( but i don't want sissy )
- smart
LOL is almost impossible right??
especially for the cute, do "aegyo" and a little feminine one XD
but then it hits me...
i found a person who fitted my list perfectly!
unluckily... he is a person whom i couldn't reach for...
Lee Sungmin... yea, my idol LMAO!!!
people might thought that i only make a list according to him,
but then i made the list before i even know him...
and i'm surprised to found that my idol actually fitted all the above...
even surprising, i didn't love him that way, but still, i adore/love him as my idol...
if you wanted to know how he fitted....
- caring and loving ( from people to animal) - he cares the other members of SuJu a lot...
- can cook well(?) - he can cook!!! prove in... i forgot the show name -__-|||
- will/can do house chores XD - i watched in WGM that he cleans Kangin's house !
- learned/do martial arts - he has 8 level black belt for Taekwando and he do chinese martial arts, either with the long stick or nunchucks
- play musical instruments (preferable : guitar) - he plays both guitar and piano and he owns about 5 guitars O___O from acoustic to electric O___O
- sings well - of course he can ! and i love his voice too XD
- soft and tender - yea he is, don't believe? go and watch him on shows and you will know...
- do "aegyo" (撒娇) - i guess i don't need to explain for this? his title, "aegyo" prince...
- a shy guy - he is XD knew that from shows...
- cute(?) - do i need to explain this? he's also the cutie pie of SuJu
- height of : above 169cm, below 177cm - his height, 175cm
- not skinny! muscular or not doesn't matter, as long as meaty with broad shoulder - he's normal and a little chubby, right now he has muscle too...but not that visible...
- laughs and smile a lot - almost in all the pics that he smiles
- humor! (hate cool guys) - he can be very funny sometimes XD
- observant - he watch at his members and ready to give a hand
- a little feminine ( but i don't want sissy ) - yea, he is feminine XD and can be manly too!
- smart - ermmm i guess he is ?? because of the shows i watched him in it...
the problem now...
if i look for hubby with this list, for sure i wont get one LOL!!!
out for 5 person, 5 person told me that this world wouldn't have the second person like him...
and i'm so dead now -__-|||
stick with min then...
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
URGH!!MY LIFE!! WRECKED!!! | am i being too naive to even believe them?? (Tuesday, 15th June 2010)
call me sensitive...
call me unreasonable...
call me anything you think that i am...
and yea, i am like what you said...
but really...
i guess there are better words to say instead of "disturb" ??? i was just trying to care....
i knew i'm not lovable...
yea...maybe i'm so childish that i can argue with you because of that little thing...
i'm so sensitive and negative that i think it in a bad way...
spare me...
PMS-ing...
and i spare you too...and i always will... no matter what you did to me...
because i love you, my dear friend ^^
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i'm so disappointed with you...
no, i'm disappointed with myself that i'm being fool again...
why am i so urgh!!! DUMB!!
i always think that you are "different" from others ...
and always think that you're special, at least, to me...
that i went to throw whatever reasons/excuses just to 'protect' you, your personality, your everything...
who knows...
you are actually too good to not tell me the truth...
you afraid that i will got hurt from your words...
but you didn't know that i'm even hurts right now because of your "GOOD"...
iit is even hurts that you fakes to me... you lied to me...
freaking liar...
you made me believed you for years that you're different from "THEM" and now only i know that you're actually the same....
i'm losing whatever right now...
trust...
confidence...
anything...
what register in my mind of you... is wrong... SO GOD DAMN IT FUCKING WRONG!
why you chose to tell at this time??
when i'm telling you my previous "case" ???
wanted to rips my heart into two so badly?? huh???
once is already enough...
and now you are adding the second one to me???
if you chose to hide the "truth" from me, then just hide it forever so that i'm happy with you...
hiding halfway and spit it out, what was that???!!
what right do you think you have that you can scold her that way??
huh??? you're just the same kind as her, aren't you???
that's why you twist your words all of sudden, didn't you??
scolding that she is a badass...but when you realize "it", you twist and tell me that she isn't badass...lol... you are so 可笑, you know?
but she's better that she wanted to keep "the truth" from me forever...and ever...
but why?? why you went to unveil it?? why do you blow her covers away??also your own???
i wont know the reason forever why the hell she revolts at me if only you didn't tell...
and i think i'm happier to know that she revolts at me all because of that 3 effing reasons but not my physical figure......
i hate you for making me hates her even more...
and i hate your for making me to hate u...
you know what...
you don't have the effing right to even stand on my side to scold others when they dislikes me...
because you are just the same...
when even you wont like me...
who else would???
you're such a bad role model...
am i really that nice to fool??
are you-all having fun playing with my feelings ???
is not the matter of you really like me or not,
but is the matter that you PLAY with my effing feelings!
you-all to be exact...
i'm not a toy, i have feelings too, i'm a human too!!
i'm used to it that people playing with my feelings doesn't mean i wont feel hurts anymore also doesn't mean that you are allow to play with it!!
screw you!
终于了解为什么你知道他是“这样”的人， 却不离开。。。
因为你和他都是同一种人。。。
不同？就只不过是他勇于说出他的“心声”，
而你不敢说出口。。。
and finally i know...
girls or guys, they're just the same...
same that they freaking care/mind about the so call fucking "GOOD FIGURE"...
but one thing i'm curious of...
why does oversize guys can be so lucky, have lovers...
while oversize girls wouldn't be as lucky as them???
is that even fair??
no...
the world never be fair...
and i know... i need to seek the "fair" out by myself...
call me unreasonable...
call me anything you think that i am...
and yea, i am like what you said...
but really...
i guess there are better words to say instead of "disturb" ??? i was just trying to care....
i knew i'm not lovable...
yea...maybe i'm so childish that i can argue with you because of that little thing...
i'm so sensitive and negative that i think it in a bad way...
spare me...
PMS-ing...
and i spare you too...and i always will... no matter what you did to me...
because i love you, my dear friend ^^
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i'm so disappointed with you...
no, i'm disappointed with myself that i'm being fool again...
why am i so urgh!!! DUMB!!
i always think that you are "different" from others ...
and always think that you're special, at least, to me...
that i went to throw whatever reasons/excuses just to 'protect' you, your personality, your everything...
who knows...
you are actually too good to not tell me the truth...
you afraid that i will got hurt from your words...
but you didn't know that i'm even hurts right now because of your "GOOD"...
iit is even hurts that you fakes to me... you lied to me...
freaking liar...
you made me believed you for years that you're different from "THEM" and now only i know that you're actually the same....
i'm losing whatever right now...
trust...
confidence...
anything...
what register in my mind of you... is wrong... SO GOD DAMN IT FUCKING WRONG!
why you chose to tell at this time??
when i'm telling you my previous "case" ???
wanted to rips my heart into two so badly?? huh???
once is already enough...
and now you are adding the second one to me???
if you chose to hide the "truth" from me, then just hide it forever so that i'm happy with you...
hiding halfway and spit it out, what was that???!!
what right do you think you have that you can scold her that way??
huh??? you're just the same kind as her, aren't you???
that's why you twist your words all of sudden, didn't you??
scolding that she is a badass...but when you realize "it", you twist and tell me that she isn't badass...lol... you are so 可笑, you know?
but she's better that she wanted to keep "the truth" from me forever...and ever...
but why?? why you went to unveil it?? why do you blow her covers away??also your own???
i wont know the reason forever why the hell she revolts at me if only you didn't tell...
and i think i'm happier to know that she revolts at me all because of that 3 effing reasons but not my physical figure......
i hate you for making me hates her even more...
and i hate your for making me to hate u...
you know what...
you don't have the effing right to even stand on my side to scold others when they dislikes me...
because you are just the same...
when even you wont like me...
who else would???
you're such a bad role model...
am i really that nice to fool??
are you-all having fun playing with my feelings ???
is not the matter of you really like me or not,
but is the matter that you PLAY with my effing feelings!
you-all to be exact...
i'm not a toy, i have feelings too, i'm a human too!!
i'm used to it that people playing with my feelings doesn't mean i wont feel hurts anymore also doesn't mean that you are allow to play with it!!
screw you!
终于了解为什么你知道他是“这样”的人， 却不离开。。。
因为你和他都是同一种人。。。
不同？就只不过是他勇于说出他的“心声”，
而你不敢说出口。。。
and finally i know...
girls or guys, they're just the same...
same that they freaking care/mind about the so call fucking "GOOD FIGURE"...
but one thing i'm curious of...
why does oversize guys can be so lucky, have lovers...
while oversize girls wouldn't be as lucky as them???
is that even fair??
no...
the world never be fair...
and i know... i need to seek the "fair" out by myself...
Sunday, March 28, 2010
100320 Super Show 2 Malaysia - Fancams Download Links
100320 SS2 Malaysia - Angela & Miracle
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Baby Baby (Sungmin's solo)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Beginning+A Man In Love
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Chu~ (60% Donghae focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Don't Don (60% Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Ending
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Introduction (Siwon, Kyuhyun, Sungmin, Donghae, Shindong, Leeteuk)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - It's You (90% Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Marry U (80% Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Our Love (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Pajama Party (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Puff The Magic Dragon (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Rokkugo (90% Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - She Wants it
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Shining Star (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Sorry Sorry (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Sunny (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - What If (KRYS - Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - U (80% Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Baby Baby (Sungmin's solo)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Beginning+A Man In Love
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Chu~ (60% Donghae focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Don't Don (60% Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Ending
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Introduction (Siwon, Kyuhyun, Sungmin, Donghae, Shindong, Leeteuk)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - It's You (90% Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Marry U (80% Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Our Love (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Pajama Party (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Puff The Magic Dragon (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Rokkugo (90% Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - She Wants it
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Shining Star (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Sorry Sorry (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - Sunny (Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - What If (KRYS - Sungmin focus)
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100320 SS2 Malaysia - U (80% Sungmin focus)
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100320 Super Show 2 Malaysia Part4 (Fancams!!!)
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he's so cute XD
kept looking at the album and ran to give it to Kyu
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Min is so cute with the big glasses XD
and when everyone leave the stage, donghae doesn't feel like leaving and still sitting there XD
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http://www.megaupload.com/?d=4A3WR2GV
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=SP2EDM12
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=VYQAOVEJ
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http://www.megaupload.com/?d=BU6UJI14
100320 Super Show 2 Malaysia Part3 (Fancams!!!)
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for this, i focus whoever too because...
sungmin's back is facing me T.T
GOSH! sit the wrong place -.-
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well... i guess i'm focusing whoever that spins facing here? XD
but still, Min bias XD
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donghae is so cute when he did the head movement, while sticking his tongue out XD
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Omo...
he is so cute when he's playing with the little torch light given by fans XD
and he is like, addicted with it...
kept playing for the entire concert after this -.-
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**squeal** KYUMIN moment!! XD
awww Min is tying the rose on Kyu's wrist XD
LOL at the Min-hips-sway XD
he's really... aishhh
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LMAO!! eunhyuk is really funny, my friend kept laughing when he imitate the toy giggling XD
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