odd?? loving k-pop is sinful???!! + isolated...neglected...dump???

went to KL today...
why?to celebrate Choi's birthday?
not really...
just going there to accompany her bringing her lover back -__-|||


** in Jing's car heading to Timesquare**
smart me...
that i brought my MP4 along this time XD
reason??
because the car's owner, a.k.a Jing always against songs that i like...
not only song,
i guess is everything...
when i sing, she straight away press "next" (even she likes that song)
skipping every song that i like -___-|||
but when others like Choi and SF singing,
she doesnt have such reaction -______-|||
conclusion : i can only listen without singing, having any reaction if my favorite song comes...
but...useless...
im a k-pop lover, they are c-pop lover...
we came from different world...
so...is super impossible that my favorite song will be play from her pendrive...
so this time, i bring my MP4...
ohhh luckily,
i sit behind...
i wont get to see even she gives those faces when i sing XD


**at Timesquare**
haizz...
got scolded by 3 of them saying that im overly excited...
too excited because is been a long time since our last outing...
and then...
when Choi met CC...
of course they will be together...
left 3 of us...
and then 2 of them walking together...
so...left me behind...
no one cares if im lost or what...
luckily our Choi still care even she is with her lover...
kept asking me not to walk behind ...
aiksss...
aiksssss....
already know such thing will happened on the day before...
i still cant find a reason why i follow LOL!!!
speechless~~
really...
is not like me...
is not like a talkative Joey...
that i talk this less...
theater.....
so... that couple are being separated to sit behind...
and 3 of us sitting at the middle row...
urghhh...
this time not being left behind,
but being left beside -__-||
haizzz...
not much difference to watch with them...
i mean ... is just like im watching alone...
watch myself, laugh alone, giving opinion about the movie to myself...
chinja...
aishhhhh...
and haizzz...


**in Jing's car - back from Timesquare heading to Sunway**
sitting in front...
wrong...
really wrong...
whatever i said, i will only got scold by Jing...
even didnt say anything still got scold...
k-pop fever?? = my fault???
i know she hates it when im listening to Sorry Sorry so much...
and im bearing not to sing and just listen to it...
suddenly i heard she said something...
something like that "you are really...... i heard that song from here"
ohh she didnt finish her sentence...
but i knew what she mean...
omonaa...
i really dont know what i've done wrongly...
even didnt sing, just listen to it...
still got scold...
later just inform/ask her if she pull her handbrake and got scolded again...
im just asking out of kindness,
still...my fault...
borrow a cushion from them and cover my face...
like that would be better...
or else she will scold me again when she saw my face -___-|||
and again...
silence is golden!!!
i didnt fight back with her because...
the car belongs to her...
and she is the one who drive us there...
so...
i should appreciate and treasure her effort...
even she scolds me...still...she is right -___-|||
haizzzz....

really dont understand...
why other friends didnt against the things i like but she do...
only Jing,
the one i care the most...
against with me...
maybe is really like that...
we came from different world...
im from MARS while they are from Earth...
why??because im always the odd one...


**at Sunway steamboat restaurant**
feeling a lot better here...
hahahahaha still because of the other friends who came after that...
they made my day even im not really close with them...
still better than the close one who neglected me T____T
no....
not neglected...
but dump instead!! T____T




**emo**
seeing the love birds...
really...really ....envy...
why i never have one?
or i should said...
never get to try even once??
yea...is my problem??
my problem because im not good looking...
so is my fault...
yet, it is not...