my very first time?? + am i doing da wrong thing?? [ Friday, 11th September 2009 ]

last nite went to Station 1 together wit Mun and Jing ....
wahhh dat Jing...
such a dangerous driver -___-||
kept speeding...
wondering y is she dat rush...
somemore rabun malam one -___-||
no no,
even know that the road is uneven but still speed...
den bing bing bang bing bong > <
aiyoyo later the rims of the car broken lor....

so many first time for last nite...
my very first time being fetch by Jing...
and oso my very first time go out wit frens tis late...
my very first time going to Station 1 -___-|||

if u read her blog,
sure u know what happened at Station 1 hahahahaha
and dat Jing reli...
like a turtle when order...
made da waiter waited for a reli long time...
after dat they asked da waiter to bring out all da "toys" ... > <
and they said "we are reli childish " hahahahahaha
we played the Uno blocks...
is reli challenging ...
and both Jing and Mun kept screaming like mad > <
everyone look at us...
aishhhhh so "fish" > <

reached home at about 12am+++
waliao...
luckily i didnt eat anything...
juz drink da strawberry already felt like vomiting after got down from da car...
not bcoz of da drinks,
but is Jing's driving skills > <

(at first i tot myself hav motion sickness bcoz i always got dizzy after got down from my dad's car...
and my dad said dat he drives so well i still get dizzy??
but i sit my sifu's car once and im super fine...
only i know dat da prob is da cars...
i easily get dizzy if da car isnt stable...
so im totally fine after my dad changed his car into da new Nissan Sylphy...)




FRIDAY
early in da morning waked by SF's call...
in a unconscious condition...
me "hello"
SF "u....r u going later??" (to skool for singing competition)
me "no"
SF "den how bout our cd??har??!! u wan us to go ur house to take???!!"
**hesitate**tink bout wat Jing told me... and finally .... "uhm..."
SF "ok den..."
~hung up~

and tis pop up in my mind...
"am i doing da wrong thing??shud i bring da cd for them??? "
actually i tot bout tis prob few days ago and i asked Jing wat to do wit da cd since we r not going for singing competition...
and she said "ask them to go ur house and take lar...好笑... "
and im kinda agreed wit her ...
y???
1st, we r da one who go and look for "their" musics (which isnt our job) and Jing downloaded da musics
2nd, Jing is da one who provides da CD....
3rd, im the one who edit the musics to make it louder...
4th, im the one who burn it into da CD...
5th, we are da one who trying so hard looking for a better version for them...and we can actually ignore dat...

while we r working so hard on all these, they did nth....
not even a thanks (if im not mistaken, Choi did said thanks to me when she requested us to help her find da musics)
and on da phone, sf sounds like she "beh song" us...
and da one who came to my house to take da CD is Chai Tjun...
-____-|||

kinda guilty...
but must rmb tis, dun follows ppl's wills easily...
dun get bully...
bcoz im no longer being protect (mentally) by "others"...
and if i told my dad,
da first thing i'll get is "scolding" ...
for sure he will scolds me and said dat im stupid blah blah blah...
and say dat isnt my job and shudnt be my job too... > <

but still nid to apologize here bcoz we din inform u earlier...
or i tot u know??
hmmmm...
im reli sorry...even though u wont cum and read tis, but still......... nid to apologize...
(almost type mianhae > <>

and BINGO!
is juz like wat i predicted...
reli got scold by SF during tuition...
"u 2 fan cheong ar.... din go for da competition" -___-|| how rude....
how innocent, im not da one who decide to not go but Jing T_____T
and i end up being scold by them again -___-||
how "lucky"~~
anyway....
alil alil...
get used to it ....