Merry Xmas!!!!

first of all...
MERRY XMAS!!!
WEEEEEEEEe...
i get angpau for my xmas gift -__-||
in da socks...
LOL!!!
funny rite??
reli is a angpau leh -__-||
got money of coz...
RM60 nia..
happy...
mama say she giv one -__-||
yea lor sure is like dat...
papa every year only giv RM10 or RM20...
kiam siap -__-|||

den went out for breakfast...
after reach home keep doing fashion show for my mami c -__-||
keep trying on those old clothes hahahahahahahaha...
sampat de lar -___-||

hmmmmm while my darling in da class...
she on9...
saw my display picture on msn...
da one i holding my bao bei lol..
she "zhong for" liao...
at there sarcastic -___-|||
alamak so many ppl jealous wit me today...
wan die....-___-|||
again her vein sot jor -___-||
tell me dat she wanna c me...
at first i tot she said wanna c me in hs5...
den she said "aishhh who wanna c da fake one lar..i wan to c in reality"
-___-||
wan me show her on cam pulak..
den i said "wahhh later every one in da class saw me "
wahahahahha XD
den i bcum famous liao XD

chat chat chat...
still ok de...
sms sms...
still ok de...
sudenly...
haizzzz duno i shud happy or sad nia -__-||
LOL!! stupid ar still happy???
-___-||
heart got break boh???
break half liao lor..
but still not dat serious lar...
hahahahahaha..
duno how shud i react in da sms...
if i mind...
den it shows like...
im not understanding...
if i dun mind...
it shows like...
i dun care " "....
-____-|||
haizzz...
i tot i wont feel any sadness...
but duno y...
suddenly...
felt numb...
duno how shud i reply....
tears....
not flowing out...
but warning me dat...
it is going to flow out...
outside is raining suddenly...
i tot is a gud weather for today...
as " " said.....
after awhile....
da conversation between us...
ends....
is dat i reli mind bout dat???
is dat i reli so care " " ???
i care " " ????
do i???
i duno too...
mayb???
or is bcoz of myself???
only i felt sad???
or is bcoz of " " ???
lol my bao bei's sixth sense reli gud -_-||
once i "haiz"
den she asked "y u so sad???"
lol i was like O___O omg how she knows???
did i do it so obvious????
but...
i dun wish to tell anyone ...
but...
reli felt so hard....
cant tell anyone...
no matter wat happened....
hav to hide...
for tis coming half year???
haizzzz...
juz bcoz of "disgrace" and im so afraid???
y????
im reli afraid of "disgrace"...
reli.....
i shud save face...????
im still confuse wit my own feeling....
is i care bcoz of wat " " told me???
or is bcoz i tink dat y am i so pitiful??
is which feeling??
or it comes together at the same time???
i duno...
reli duno....
but i know...
i cant blame " " for dat....
and shudnt...
bcoz...
i experienced dat b4...
and i shud know how " " feels....
i shud be understanding....
shud help " " to recover too....
and oso bcoz...
there r still a person....
i hav been...
waiting for...
so long.......
a year??
yea.....
more than a year....

Xmas eve (Wednesday, 24th December 2008)

sad lar hahahaha
celebrate alone at home...
no lar...
juz dat i dun like to stuck in crowds...
phobia -__-||
afraid of ppl on da street hahahaha


hahahaha early in the morning den cycle to 7-11 to buy mol points...
sleep until blur blur @.@
wake up reli O___O
cycle+walk to there....
so cold leh early in da morning hahahahaha
den go to da counter said "mol point"
dat cashier looking at me... like ??????
den i oso ?????
den he said "RM10??"
den i said "uhm"
-__-||
lol i forget to tell how much i wan LOL!!!
den cycle bak...
my mum got shock to c i wake by myself tis early -__-||
it never happens b4 hahahahahaha
tis time i wont press wrong anymore -__-||
and "safely" sent to my bao bei adi...
da cloths dat she wan....
den i got a mail from her...


at nite my ah jie called me...
hahahahhaha....
having fun to talk to her on phone...
until dun wanna hang up adi -__-||
den my darling on9 in da class...
hmmmm duno wat the hell is wrong is us lol...
miss each other too much...> <
den after dat she off9 and while waiting her to reach home..
(it takes long time bcoz she nid to go out for dinner somemore -__-||)
called my lao po and talk to her for quite some times...
XD until my bro came bak and until he wanna use da phone only i hang wit her...
we din reli talk though...
juz keep being "mute" there lol....
den my bao bei complain dat she very sien in hs5...
so i went in to acc her lor...
hahahaha den she kept asking me to change into da sexy christmas outfits dat she gave...
after changing she gone crazy or wat -__-||
at da map of highstreet5 keep saying dat im very leng zai -___-||
repeat typing da same sentence lol...
anyway... is in da game lar -__-||
not reality LOL!!

hmmmm tis is how i looks like wit dat outfit -------->


lol is undeniable dat i am reli cool+sexy+handsome......add another sentence...
in da game....
HAHAHAHAHAHA...
-__-||
den after dat both me and my bao bei keep screen shotting like orang gila...XD



anyhow...
is juz screenshot...
dun tink too much for dat -__-|||
den after awhile she duno afk or wat...
she told me dat she wanna reply msg ask me to wait...
so i run around on the map and keep screen shotting again XD

pirated titanic XD ----->


me and my darling's favorite, eiffel tower----->


hahahaha nice scene XD


after she finish reply msg...
we again start screen shotting liao lol....


dat guy reli "jor deng"....


keep blocking -__-||| romantic scene ruined by him...


hold her and walk to da "beach" XD ---->


reach da beach ----->







hahahahaha dun tink too much again...
alto is reli romantic XD

hmmmmm den...
my darling came on9....
suddenly...
duno which vein of her gone crazy lol....
suddenly tell me dat she miss me -__-||
and wanna hear me..
i was like OMG??? O___O
den juz on mic wit her...
lol we dun usually talk...
too shy....XD
juz kept laughing there -__-||
and being shy...
if not den being mute lol...
i kept imitating her hahahaha
reli fun....
miss her voice....
so long dat she didnt talk to me thru mic...
is not reli long...
a month ago i tink???
sweet of her...
but she is bzy printing out her hw ....
aiksssss
after da call dropped...
didnt know wat was going on wit her adi...
she oso didnt reply me...
wait until almost fall asleep...
so sleepy...
until my eyeball very pain and i told her dat im going...
and she said she is on call wit jean...
hmmmm...
den i went to sleep....
the end....XD

Tuesday, 23th December 2008

sick like hell today...
having flu...
T_____T
im dying....
wake at 1pm let mami scold like hell hahahaha
went to on hs5 for awhile...
got a mail ????
hmmmm from whom???
GOSH!!! is a xmas gift from my bao bei!!!
da shirt dat i told her i like which looks sexy...
OMG???!!!
am i dreaming??
lol she bought it for me....

thing dat i promised her...
i will buy her da skirt foreva...
but i never top up...
due to my financial problem...
but she already send me...
and i dun wish to break promise...
so i asked my bro to buy mol points bak...

den bout 4pm like that go to sleep...
sleeping for da whole day -__-||
anyway im not reli sleeping...
juz resting...
30% awake LOL
bout 5pm+++ like dat...
da door of my koko's room opened....
someone came in...
a warm hand...
touched my forehead...
even i closed my eyes...
but i knew...
is my mum who touched my forehead ^^
to c whether i having fever or not...
i can smell da scent of hers....
a warm and comfortable scent...
a natural scent of mother's ???
i smiled after she went out...
is a sweet feeling....XD
aishhh rou ma lar...
goosebump adi > <
recovered from flu after had a long sleep....
hmmmm my sifu sick too...
lol so many ppl sick...

den at nite...
while going to spend da points...
who knows...
stupid me -__-||
i shud hav press "send" and not purchase...
after dat wat???
wasted 200 points...
bout RM10...
omg...reli...sam tong....
den nid to buy mol points again haizzzz....
so i tell her dat da next day i will buy mol points again...
actually she told me dat she wanna buy me dat shirt right after i tell her i like it...
but i rejected her...
and say dat is better if she spend da money on her dear rather than me...
hahahahaha still fun for tonite...
she kept saying dat wanna throw me down to da sea -__-|| (in hs5)




mayb canot c clearly..
she said "i wan throw u down!!!!QU SI BAH!!!"
ask me go die pulak -__-||



LOL!!!! FUNNY larrrrrr hahahahahahahaha
den haven finish screenshot de leh -__-||
her koko come bak ask her to be fast....
he wan use com...den she juz off like dat...
after dat she sent me a sms...
funny...
in da sms she said
"my bro beside me...keep say lai lai kuai dian kuai dian...throw u down can liao lol...tomoro throw again..."
za daooooooooo
-___-||
funny lar XD

Weeeeeeeeeee ^o^

hmmmm duno is tis a true one???
or juz a dream??
hope u would reli respect me...
hope u luv me bcoz u reli luv me...
and not bcoz of any other things....
hope u nid me bcoz u luv me...
and not luv me bcoz u nid me...

hmmmm someone is in hot water rite now....
broke promises again hmmmm
reli felt ashamed of her....
i somemore help her...
and said dat i can be her witness...
she so confident dat she wont break promise again who knows...
juz one day past...
and she broke it again..
reli LOL!!!
somemore keep finding excuses...
talk bout her reli make me hot only lol


hahahahaha
wat im frustrated wit so long...
already been settle XD
happy happy...
hope dat thing will reminds u bout me...
and hope u will trust me from now on...
im not faking anything...
and wont be faking anything anymore...
i will be true wit u...
as u asked me to...
anyway...
i reli never fake wit those comments...
i duno y would u tink dat im faking it...
juz bcoz i commented until too perfect??
im sorry if it reli sounds exaggerated -___-||
i cant help it...
i am so sweet mouth wat **shy**
wat to do?? **shy**
im sorry for wat i had done and oso sorry for all my words which made u felt insecure...
mianhae....
kor tod na....
believe wat u seeing rite now...
is already wit u...
and is already on ur hand...
u touched it..
u felt it...
and u owned it too....
im bankrupt after all...
but im reli happy dat u treasure it....
dun ask me silly question anymore ok??
no more silly question...
kept asking me "u reli luv me?"
lol...
aishhh ask again i will slap u ar -__-||
if i dun...
IF I DUN!!
anyway i told u adi...
lol and i write here u oso wont get to read foreva XD
so...
juz forget it...
wahahahahahaha....
and today...
i knew...
is not a "waste"...
but is worth to spent on u...^^

-__-|| waliaoo

shes reli so...
-____-|||
so talented... -__-
change reli fast...
tis morning suddenly so nice....
sampat sia -__-||
duno how shud i describe her...
reli is 一时一样，"异男异女 , 雌雄不变" XD
aiya anything lar -__-||
she can change faster than transformer...
can be so flirty in a sudden -__-||
and can miss me for nth...
reli beh tahan...
boh huat lorrrr
my char in hs5 is too attractive mar XD
so leng zai...
c liao tiger oso will turn to be soft and tender XD
ahem...
a lil' exaggerated...
but still true -______-|||

-___-||

juz a simple question do everything...
is it so hard to ask me even a simple question???
u will die if u ask??
or ur money will be lose??
displaying big big there...
is obviously for u to c...
and hinting u smth...
but u juz never care...
somemore cum and scold me...
from last nite already like dat...
rather to watch movie than caring me...
today???
rather to play game than asking me....
wats wrong wit u???
how u change dat fast???
caring for someday
and being so sarcastic for someday...
and say dat im sarcastic??
is not sarcastic...
i duno y u will take my words as "sarcastic"
end..
i got nth to say

Monday 8th December 2008 am i reli so worse??!

woke up late...
bcoz sleep "toooooo early" on last nite...
5am...
only sleep -___-||
pulling by 2 mental gal...
and suddenly get scold by jean "stupid" -__-||
i was bout to tell her dat i stay until so late is not for her to scold me "stupid"
start to feel dat my back is hurting on d other day...
wondering y....
cant reli move smoothly...
at bout 6pm++ den we heading to PJ for dinner together wit our childhood family...
reach there after half an hour...
and wait the rich family to reach for more than 1 hour...
boh huat...
ppl rich mar...
so we hav to wait for them...
is a great dinner...
but i juz got no appetite to eat...


is...
such a great day actually...
but everything has ending...
n my day ends when da truth is been told....
but it comes bak after dat...
but finally...
still ends wit a prove....
sleepy...
is dat an excuse???
or is da real feeling???
da mood of my day is....
from happy to excited, excited to worry, worry to sad...
i trying so hard to get out of my sad world...
but is still...
fail...
and i still hav to go bak to my sad world at last...
and oso stay bak at my darling's side...
at tis time..
i would tell...
"my darling is da best"
but...
duno is she cant feel again or my emo made her misuds me...
even i tell her im crying...
she still could reply me tis "i dun tink so..."
-____-||
isn't it funny??
dat even tis...
still no one believe...
am i untrustworthy until such lvl??
so i said "if u dun believe i can show u on cam"
and she remain silent....
is dat she dun wish to face da truth dat im not lying all da time??
or she duno wat to do when she sees me???
is such a gud question...
frowning...
bearing...
and finally...
da tears still burst out...
and she is so steady continue her movie...
so...
wat for to stay somemore???
lets get onto da bed....
is nicer to hug my snoopy than sitting there waiting for nth...
since there r no ppl would care if i am sad or not...
and lastly...
i would wan to ask a question...
am i reli so worse+sucks???

Choi's bday : Thursday, 4th December 2008

went to Redbox today to celebrate Choi's bday...
wakakakaka...
sing until..
nonono is "shout" until my voice gone -___-|||
hmmmm is not really fun...
we have too short time for singing...
just keep "passing through" all the songs -_-
and pity Jing...
lol...
she sang for a few songs only 1 hour before it ends...
Redbox's quality reli sucks -__-||
prefer Neway XD
can fast forward some more XD
unlike Redbox...
u will fall asleep while waiting for da next song to be play..
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
some more some of da songs dat we wan is not in da list -__-||
aishhhhh....
my "qian nian zi lian" ~~~~~~
but stil ok lar...
den after dat,
Choi go Snips cut hair lor....
**yawn**
den me and lao po "zhao lou" XD
left Jing there acc her...
when we go bak...
more sien...
Choi's hairstylist so bzy...
-__-||
one person manage 3 customers...XD
keep walking around....
and left us at there waiting ZZzzzzzzz
but is undeniable dat she is reli a "professional stylist"
Choi's hair is so damn super hyper extremely yengggggggggggggg
i keep saying "omgggg u so handsome" after she cut her hair...
and keep taking photos like mad LOL!!!
well..i know im so crazy... **shy shy**







yeng daooooooooooooooooo....
lol den Jing was like...
dun wan to walk wit them hahahaha...
later misuds by others dat she is one of their gf XD
i tink she prefer to walk wit me -__-||
she keep sticking wit me...
well...to be honest...
im oso half TB XD
juz dat i didnt cut my hair wakakakaka...
afteri cut den we will become da TB gang at skool n in class...
more funny is...
when we came out from da toilet...
some ppl kept looking at her...
duno is bcoz she is too handsome or they wondering she is male or female XD
den i keep flattering Choi in da restaurant...
especially when lao po say "u c dat guy's hair so handsome"
den i said "chehhhh how can u compare him wit Choi??Choi is alot more handsome than him lar"
XD wakakakakaka
den suddenly a call from my dad ruined everything (while we r in Wong Kok restaurant)
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz
he say he is coming to fetch us...
and i say dat we r not done yet...
eating....
den wat some more???
got scold lar of coz....
scold until "gou xue ling tou" ZZZZzzzzz
den i juz kept quiet for da whole call -___-|||
after dat no mood adi...
already tell him we will take taxi bak home...
but he still keep nagging...
ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
said like he is da taxi driver or da one who pay for da fees...
planned to let da taxi driver drop us at somewhere near their house...
and ask my dad to fetch me bak home...
but after considering for awhile...
better dun...
sure let him scold...
so i walk bak home...
who knows...
walk bak home still let him scold...
ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
reli so...
unreasonable....
is reli non of his business...
he din even get stuck by traffic jam...
i duno wat da hell he scold for....
keep saying dat im not punctual and all...
hey!
compare me wit ur son,
im much more punctual than him...
ZZZzzzzzzzz
never c u scold him when he is late...
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
is not i dun wanna be punctual..
is da time on my watch or phone is showing 4.30pm...
how would i know ur time is so fast???
and im so certain wit my speed in eating...
10 mins finish...
so y not???
ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
late den late so wat???!!
we can take taxi bak wat...
ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
den run into my room as fast as i could...
ZZZzzzzzzzzzz still scolding at outside...
dun feel like wan to get out from my room....
ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
reli so annoying...
once i step out den he start talking bout it again...
wont he be bored wit it???
reli ruined my mood...


but after dat my mood getting better adi...
my Darling on9 ^^
first time c she so caring...lol
(or mayb i shud say is da first time she care me until keep asking and keep scolding there lol eh?but i shudnt say dat bcoz almost everytime she oso keep scolding..juz dat she din keep asking bout wats going on....)
mayb she ate wrong smth or wat...
she never be so caring b4...
asking me wat happen until so details....
reli....
**LOVE**
hehehehe...
den i tink is worth adi...
and i oso stop my "consideration" for dat gift....
den show me on cam ^^
wowwww kikikiki
rak ter~~~
well...
i know i looks like a dead corpse juz now -___-|||
da hair so messy...lol...
well...
now im more afraid if da size isnt suit -___-||
den i will be wasting my savings...
i will chant for dat dun worry LOL

Tuesday, 2nd December 2008

lol
so lol lar today...
went to Choi's house...
**yawn**
go there do wat?
drink lor...
drink wat??
alcohol lor...
wat kind of alcohol???
vodka lor...
har??vodka only???
vodka+7up lor...XD
-___-||||
den wat happen?
i drunk lor...
den wat i did??
start laughing like mad.... -___-|||
and lay on da sofa...
after i drunk...
another person drunk oso lol..
my lao po...
ZZZzzzz drunk liao den everything "chuan bang" liao -_-
ask me dun tell..
sendiri tell out everything...
so lol de lar her...
den she so drunk...
drunk dao siao liao...
luan luan kiss ppl -__-|||
at first Choi kena rape...
den Jing...
but wakakkakaka...
she fail to rape me...
but at last...
kena rape too -_-||
bcoz i fail to resist wit her LOL
T____T sad sia...
kena rape...
lol...no rape lar aishhh..
juz kiss my face..
i counted too...
4 times -_-||
lol but still ok...
she planned to kiss me on my lips -__-||
but i push her away...
so...
wahahahahhaha kena face only...
blekkkkkk :P
first kiss very "expensive" de leh....
canot luan luan giv...
**shy** XD
wan c Jing kena rape de look??
lol...
check tis out!!!


wakakakakkaka
if Jing saw these sure scold me again...
say i post everywhere...
scandal scandal LOL!!!
blekkkkkkkkk
den when walking bak home...
ya allahhhhhhhhh
dat SF....
duno real drunk or wat -__-
keep shouting on the street like orang gila...
den ppl at there keep staring at us -_-||
alamak...
den i keep teling jing "ur fren arr....i duno her deeee "
den she walk like mabuk lor...
but when got sms...
-__- so normal bak...
can walk herself...
*vomit blood*
let her gek sei....


den go bak home...
i oso dizzy dizzy...
headache after drunk...@.@
reach home bout 6pm++++
on9 saw Zong...
O_____O
not go class meh???y at here on9????!!!
and i rmb i send her off9 msg b4 i go to Choi's house...
her status is "online" but din reply my off9 msg???
qi guai????
den i talk to her...
she din reply me at all...
until bout 8.30pm++
she gone off9 O____O
weird sia....
den about 10pm i sms her as she wish ...
oso as i wish lar lol....
den 10++++++ about 11 i go hs5...
**broom brooom**
saw her name on9 in my interact...
den i pm her...

me : "uuuuuu u u uu "
she: "why?"
me: "y r u here???!!"
she: "why cant i be here?"
me: "u r not in da class????"
she: "ya"
she: "dun disturb na...im busy"

.............
lol....
from da way she talk...
so LOL...
already know is not her....
jean ohhhh jeannn lol
u tink im dumb?stupid?foolish?idiot?
i dun wan say anything...
den saw her location in paramount 4...
was about to go there look at dat "funny" ppl...
when reach map...
suddenly she pm me...

she: "joey,u there??"
me: "yea.."
she: "sorry..im jean"
me: "lol i know...i tot u not going to admit"

LOL!!!
funny sia...
i keep laughing after i found out dat is not Zong...
duno wats her intention...
and hello???!!jean??!!
im joey..
u know?
joey lim??
joey lim joe ee???
alto im not anyone for her...
alto we never meet in reality...
alto i looks stupid...
alto i didnt do wat u "do" wit her...lol
but still...
i knew her longer than u...
alto juz longer than u 1 month++
but...
im her mind reader...
as always...
so....
wanna disguise my darling??!!
wanna fool me???!!!
so easy ar???
if so easy den im not joey adi...
and if it is reli so easy den she isnt my darling lol...
if our soul are not connected...
if im not dat smart (thick skin again lol)
if she isnt in my heart...
i already off hs5...
and angry wit her lol...
and den on d other day she will be so innocent get scold by me without knowing anything....
luckily...
LUCKILY!!
LOL!!!!
wanted to leave her off9 msg at msn...
but ZZzzzzz
i felt insecure adi....
mana tau later jean sign in her acc again lol...
den i juz wait her to be on9...
wait wait wait...
sms sms sms...
wait wait wait...
wait until 2am oso haven cum...
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
suak...
i go sleep den...
but...
couldnt sleep well da whole nite....
sleep wake sleep wake like dat....
not like sleeping oso....
haizzzz...
keep tinking tinking and tinking until no nid sleep adi...
**yawn**
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz