seriously, what is up with my life???

and yea...
talking about last night...
i was quite frustrated because she just wouldn't get what i'm trying to tell....
no, the price doesn't matter, not at all...
buying expensive thing doesn't mean you can pay back what you owe her,
and the main point is not the price, but the thing you bought...
have you ever thought if she will use it??? i mean like, yea you're right, at our age we should start taking care and sure she will use when you give her but hell no! we all know that she don't use it, is so obvious that you don't need to ask..
just observe and you will see...
if you think you owe her a lot, then you should consider what she need now, something which is more useful and thing that you sure she will be using it...
walau... gek dao~
now i rather to pick your first suggestion, "bicycle" ... that sounds wayyyy better than this...
and then buying gift, since it is a share one, you should be considering about other aspects (people who share with you)...



then today...
the second time that my dream broken...
i found a local supplier of Archos 43 and is only RM300 ...
but the company located at Kuching, Sarawak....
and when i asked my dad... ohh great... cannot again...
he said it might be a scam -__-|||
no, at first he asked me about the service after sales, i said we post back to the company at Kuching and then he said that scam thingy...
my heart was like... broke into pieces immediately...
just when i will have my internet tablet???
i wonder what will be his respond if i tell him that i want Samsung Galaxy Player and THAT HAS THE FREAKING SERVICE AFTER SALES AND NO SCAM, BUT THE PRICE IS RM1300+++
i'm pretty sure he'll ignore me if i ever ask him this because he just wouldn't spend so much on digital... i knew him.... too well...
but Pn Teen said, don't be stingy on technology ......
but actually...
even if he agree to buy me galaxy player still i won't allow him to -__-|||
RM1300+++ i "sam tong" ....
haizzz...
eottokhae???
anyone wanna sell their used Archos43/Cowon D3/Samsung Galaxy Player??

my dream... is broken... goodbye to my Archos 43...

LOL...
the first thing is LOL!!
i found it is so hilarious..
i'm so dumb, so stupid that i thought my dad will allow me to buy Archos 43...
i felt dumb not because he doesn't allow me to buy,
but i spent like... so much times on doing research and watching review regarding Archos 43...
especially this 3 days, i can tell that i just watch the review from day to night and compare Archos 43 with other PMP/internet tablet, see if which one is better...
until i neglected my homeworks and Sungmin...
and at the end what i got??? as expected, i got this : "No."
LOL!!!
oh c'mon, dad, why are you so paranoid????!!
i'm the one who going to pay and still i haven't afraid it will broke or spoil, why you???
can't you try to think in a positive way... even once????!!!
seriously i'm not in a good mood that i felt like cursing out...
now, if i want something more than RM1000, you will just turn your back to me...
then i found this, RM851, very reasonable and acceptable price, and yet you just deny me like that...
when i can't get to try the device, you said later i will regret...
fine then, now i get to try the device, but you are worry about the damn "service-after-sales" thing...
so when i found one that has the stupid "service-after-sales" thingy which is 60% useless, and then you just turn your back to me... because of the price...
why am i so pathetic?? can't i own something that i want and need for so long time???!
there is whole lot things that i want but i never open my mouth and say it, i just kept quiet and pleasure myself by watching all the review videos on youtube, looking into their official site, just imagine that how does it feel if i ever own them...
Lumix GF2/Sony NEX-5/ Lumix TZ-10
Samsung Galaxy 2/ LG Optimus X2 / Archos 43/ Cowon D3/ Samsung Galaxy player
not much though, only one camera and one smartphone/internet tablet that i want from the list above...

i'm tired of my Creative Zen which it's keypad wouldn't listen to my order...
just how many times i need to press and re-press just to fast forward???!!
just how many times i need to press and re-press just to go to the next song???!!
just how many times i need to check if which songs i don't listen much???!! (thanks to the friggin' 4gb storage)

i'm off..
F**K YOU ARCHOS FOR NOT HAVING A OFFICIAL RESELLERS HERE IN MALAYSIA!!
I F**KING HATE YOU!!!
F**K OFF AND GET A LIFE!!